Never Gonna Give You Up

Difficult

❗❗Trigger warning: Sexual assault❗❗

Eva's POV:

This morning Y/N left to go back to Canada and I don't want to be one of those girlfriends but I am... I miss her so much. Before leaving her, she gave me a letter and when I got home to read it, I started bawling my eyes out. This girl always knows how to make my stomach turn into knots and now... she's done it without even talking to me. 

*knock knock*

"Come in!" I say

"Hey Eva... Do you think you can come help us with Connor now?" Zack asks,

"Uhhhh sure, just give me a minute" I reply.

I text Y/N saying that I'm going to help Connor and I'm really hoping that I can help him. I feel really bad for rejecting him, but being with Y/N has made me the happiest I've ever been. 

*Skip to Connor's house*

"Before you knock on the door or go into his room, we have to warn you. He hasn't cut his hair, cleaned his room, or done much since he found out about you and Y/N... it's a little gross in there" Christian said. 

I smile a little and start going into his room. 

"Connor?? It's Eva..."

"GET THE FUCK OUT!!!"

"Connor..."

"NO!! I SAID OUT!"

"Can we just talk???"

"NO!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"

"okay"

I left Connor's room and there was nothing much that could be done. Maybe bringing him to a party may help??

"Why don't we try getting him to go to a party?? Maybe it'll be a motivation or something" I told Christian. 

"Uhhhh sure, we'll find one. You and the girls coming?"

"Sure... just don't tell Connor, it might influence his decision".

*Back at Just a House*

"How was it with Connor?" Dev asked when I walked through the door. 

"It was okay, we're trying to get him to go to a party, you guys wanna come with?"

"Sure!! the girls answered. 

*Skip to party*

I found the boys, but Connor is no where to be seen. I was hoping I could talk to him and see things from his perspective as well as have him see things from mine. He has to get over this eventually. 

"Connor!" I say as I tap his shoulder. 

"Uh hi..."

"Can we talk?"

He said sure and had a smirk on his face. 

I had a feeling something was going to go down, but I wasn't sure what. The boys did say Connor was drinking, but I didn't know how much. By the looks of it, he drank enough to be on the line of sober and drunk. 

Connor leads me upstairs into a room and locks the door. When I turn around he pulls me in for an aggressive kiss and pins me to the bed. 

"Con-Connor, le-let me go!!!" I say and try to get out of his reach. 

"You broke me into a million pieces and I just want you to feel the same way" He then said. 

I felt tears roll down my cheek and I tried to get out of his grip, but he was too strong. He found something to tie my hands and legs and covered my mouth so no one would hear me. We were at a party so I don't think anyone would hear me anyways. After trying to get loose from being tied, Connor slipped his hands up my sides. 

The last time someone touched me was when I was with Y/N and now I'm super creeped out. I don't know what to do. He pulled all the clothes off me and I was left naked tied to a bed. Before I could do anything else, he penetrated me. This feeling is completely different from when Y/N was inside me. 

She made me feel safe, loved and cared for. With Connor, he was hurting me. I never said yes to any of this and I couldn't do anything to prevent it. 

He thrusted in and out of me more and more and the amount of tears rolling down my face could be enough to wash dishes. As he was finishing, there were knocks on the door and I could hear that it was one of the girls. 

I tried to scream for help, but I couldn't stop Connor from finishing. He was not using protection, nor did I agree to anything with him, and I am afraid of what Y/N will say. I really hope, I don't get pregnant because I don't know what to do if that happens. 

Someone broke down the door and I hear ooh's. That signaled that the boys were there and turned around. I was covered up and the boys grabbed Connor. 

"OMG EVA!!! ARE YOU OKAY!?!?!?" Sab shouted and rushed to untie me. I curled up into a ball and cried while rocking back and forth. 

"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED???" Anna said and came rushing towards me,

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??? Why did you rape the girl you like??" Anna yelled at Connor

"The girl I like isn't a lesbian" Connor replied,

"That's it, I'm calling the cops and having you arrested" Tori said and pulled her phone out. 

After a few minutes, the cops showed up and arrested Connor. I got dressed and was being wrapped in a tight hug by Sab and Dev. I'm not sure how I'm gonna tell Y/N and how she will react. I also don't want her to come out to LA while she's in school. I just hope the girls don't tell her. 

*Back at Just a House*

"Do you want anything? Do you want me to call Y/N?" Anna asked,

"No! Please don't call Y/N, I don't want her to know..." I quickly replied.

"Ev-"

"I SAID NO!"

I stormed upstairs and slammed my door shut. 

After getting a shower and seeing the bruises he left of my body, I cried again. I got a facetime call from Y/N and switched it to a voice call. 

*Y: Y/N, E: Eva*

Y: Hey bubs, why did you switch it to a voice call?"

E: Sorry, I look terrible right now

Y: There is never a moment where you look terrible. And I'm not just saying that.. it's the truth. 

E: You're too sweet

Y: How was your talk with Connor??

E: I-

 I started crying and Y/N picked up on it

Y: Eva what happened??? Did he hurt you?? I'm getting on the next flight out

E: No!! I'm oka-

Y: Eva don't lie to me... please tell me the truth

E: Then I think it's best you fly out here and I tell and show you in person

Y: I'll be there soon bubba. 

*Call ends*

A/N
I hope you guys like the story so far and like I said in my previous chapters, I'm sure Connor is a really nice guys and is amazing to Eva. I just need someone to play the bad guy in my story. IT IS JUST A STORY. If you are triggered by the assaults, please skip.