JungkookAs I sat across from Seokjin, he looked at me with concern. "Nobody knows, really", he asks. "Nobody, not even my best friends", I say unsure of how to feel. "Have you ever been with a guy before", he asked. "Not sexually, when I was 16 I kissed my first girl, all my friends told me that when they did it they had instant boners, but I didn't." "I thought maybe it was the girl, maybe I wasn't attracted to her, so I tried it again with someone different and nothing, not even a shiver of excitement." "When I turned 18 a guy in my school confessed that he liked me but didn't know if I was into that, I told him I wasn't because I was afraid to admit it, but he saw the hesitation in my response and leaned in and kissed me anyway, I felt in that kiss everything I should have felt with females, but I didn't, I felt it with him", I say.
"Why did you want to tell me, we don't even know each other", he says picking up an egg roll and taking a bite. "Maybe that's why, because I don't know you, and it's easier to say it out loud to a complete stranger then my own friends. When I met Mai, all she did was talk about her baby brother, Seokjin this and Seokjin that, I knew everything about you before even meeting you, how you were growing up, your birthdays, your education, your career, and that you were like me", I say picking at my food. "I was intrigued by the idea of you, someone I have never met before, being like me. She talked about your beauty and your charm, your big heart, how you visit with sick kids and volunteer with the homeless, you sounded to good to be true, and after months of hearing everything there is to know about Seokjin, I knew I had to meet you."
"When Mai and Jae told me they were getting married in Hawaii and that you were coming, I was so excited to finally meet you, I was really hoping you wouldn't bring a date because I wanted time to get to know you", I take a drink of my beer for more courage. "Then I saw you today on the beach and I couldn't breathe, I felt a connection like I've never felt with anyone, and we hadn't even spoken to each other", I say kind of embarrassed. "I felt something too", he admitted, "but I saw you flirting with Mai's friend and thought I misunderstood what I was feeling." "Oh god no, that was me keeping up my rouse, what you felt was real, I was actually jealous of the bartender you know, the way he looked at you and smiled at you", I admit. Jin chuckled then stood up and grabbed his beer, going to stand by the rail to look out at the view. I got up and stood next to him, "it's beautiful here", I say. He looks at me, "Seokjin, can I kiss you", I whisper.
He turned toward me and reached out for my hand, which I gladly gave. He pulled me to him, rubbing his thumb over the back of my hand, our faces only inches apart. He played with a strand of hair that sat on my forehead making me shiver, I instinctively put my hands on his chest, as he grabbed the back of my neck bringing his lips over mine. I was in heaven, his mouth tasted like beer and pineapple, I allowed his tongue to roam inside my mouth, tasting every part of me. My cock strained against my zipper, wanting to be free and touched by this man, I started to grind against his thigh, while lewdly moaning into his mouth. He pulls away and I whine like a little kid wanting his candy back, he caressed my cheek and stared into my eyes making my pulse quicken. "Jungkook, right now I could bend you over this railing and fuck the shit out of you, but the lucid mature side of me knows that's wrong", he says pecking my lips. "It's not wrong, I want that too", I say very needy.
He chuckles, "that's your hormones talking, I like you, I liked you the minute I saw you on the beach, but I don't know if you like me because you think you know me, or you like me because you told me your secret. You have no experience with men, and I won't take advantage of that", he says. "You won't take advantage me, I'd never think that", I say. "You've never had a chance to experiment, Jungkook, sow your wild oats, taste different flavors to see what it is you like, if we jumped into something tonight you would resent me and I would be heart broken, we would end up like Winnie the Pooh", he says. I look at him confused, "how do you figure Winnie the Pooh." He turns to look out at the ocean, "Christopher Robin out grew Pooh, he grew up and didn't need Pooh anymore, that's how their story ended, if I'm your first, you will out grow me and want to meet new people and try new things and my heart couldn't take it, I can't be your Pooh", Jin says sadly.
"Jin I would never let that happen", I protest. "Listen, I'm not saying no to this, but now that you have come out to me, you need to consider telling the people closest to you, we are here a couple more days, we can hang out and get to know each other, sound good", he says wrapping his arms around my waist. I lay my forehead on his chest and think to myself that there will never be anyone I want more than him, "sounds good", I say. We held each other, and I have never felt so complete.
Over the next few days Jin and I were inseparable, stealing secret kisses and flirty looks and secret touches, he knows I am building up my courage to tell my friends, so he is being very patient, he has also let me sleep with him the past two nights, we just hold each other and it's the best sleep I've ever had.
The night of the wedding finally arrived, it was a beautiful ceremony, and now we are on the beach at the luau type reception. I want so badly to dance with Jin, but I still haven't talked to my friends, I am at the head table talking with Jae when I notice the bartender from the other day start talking to Jin, and the way they smile at each other makes my blood boil, my jealousy over taking me and giving me courage, prompting me to grab the microphone I used to make my best man speech and stand up. "Excuse me, can I have your attention", I say. I see Jin's eyes go wide and I glare at the bartender, Jin understands immediately and pushes him away.
"For 12 of my 22 years in this world I have been living a lie, I've been so afraid to admit things and so afraid to open up to my friends and family in fear of being ridiculed or rejected." "But this weekend I met someone and it feels like I have known him my whole life, someone that I find myself falling in love with, someone who makes me not want to hide anymore", I say with assurance in my voice. "Seokjin", I hear gasps all around. "You could never, will never be my Pooh, I want to walk this journey with you for the rest of my life, I may be new to all of this but I cannot deny what my heart and soul want, they want you, it's always been you, we just hadn't met yet, you were made specifically for me", I say with tears in my eyes. He stands and walks to me, wrapping his arms around me and kissing me deeply, I drop the mic and hear Mai squeal with delight and Taehyung leading a round of applause as I wrap my arms around the man I will love till the end of time. We danced together finally, he was in my arms in front of everybody and I was finally free.
We stepped into his bedroom and he quickly walked to the shower, turning the water on, he then started to undress me, then himself. "We are covered in sand, let's shower before I make love to you", he whispers seductively. I got chills all thru my body, and acted liked a giddy teenager. He was so gentle when he washed the sand off me, and when he washed my hair, there was nothing sexual about it, but his touch electrified my skin. He washed himself, we got out and dried off. He pulled my towel off and led me to the bed, he sat on the edge and positioned me between his legs, I had an instant erection just by the way he is looking up at me.
A/N @jin92moon wanted to know what the bartender looked like, seeing Jin was sitting at a bar in Hawaii, the bartender is definitely Hawaiian. 😛😋❤️❤️😍
YOU ARE READING
Taejin/Jinkook One Shots
FanfictionJust a couple fluffy stories for my Taejin/Jinkook lovers. Cover Pictures are not mine, if artist wants me to take them down I have no problems doing so!! Any thing written with this book similar to any other authors work is purely coincidental...