6:00
I lay awake staring at the ceiling in disappointment. Something felt off. I felt like I was missing something in my life but I don't know what. I have a perfect job working at a record store with Ack-ill-knees (prev rawen) I make decent pay, and they don't even know I'm a stalker with so much dirt on my name it could probably kill me.
I rolled back over on my side in frustration.
"Why am I like this"
I went over every possible thing in my head that could be bothering me but nothing and I mean nothing was working, not even Dirt was the problem.
*beep*
"How is it already 6:30?" I thought to myself. I must have fallen back asleep
I pulled myself up and to my horror, I've realized that I've stepped on my favourite record.
"FUCK NO, NOT THIS ONE, ANYONE BUT THIS ONE."
The morning was already off to a horrid start and my mind was racing. I realized that I didn't have time to vent and needed to get ready for work but I didn't have the strength. That's odd for me, usually, Ack-ill-knees is enough to get me to go to work or the fact that I might see Dirt die because his kidneys actually explode.
After a long amount of crying from pure frustration, I managed to walk to work. I couldn't eat breakfast, I was too mad.
