One and only [Snames/Jeverus]

Chapter 16

After Severus having a long time talking with the sisters, he finally decided that he indeed need to tell Lucius what happened and why he left.

He is really getting too nervous for his own good, as Bellatrix quoted, but he can't help it. Well, technically it was all his fault that they broke up AND he didn't even give him an explanation.

To say he is a bit scared is just an understatement,  he is terrified. Lucius  was his only friend, a big brother helping him whenever he need a helping hand. Lucius is always someone standing tall and proud, he is smart handsome, rich and he is like a charming prince to Severus, standing too high up for Severus to reach.

Maybe that's why he thought breaking up with him is the best for both of them, someone with no flaws in his life, the exactly opposite of Severus' life, it makes Severus really scared that maybe one day Lucius will find out how unworthy he actually is, that will make him lost not just a boyfriend but also a friend.

"Severus! Are you alright?"

Severus look up from his train of thougths, and there is Lucius frowning at him. And that just make him much more nervous than he was before.

"Lu...Lucius I'm so sorry. I... i don't mean to left you like this it's just... just... ..." Severus mumble.

"What is it Severus, you know what we'll find some where private to speak."

And with that Lucius bring Severus to Severus room knowing it very well that will bring more comfort to him.

Severus is still fidgeting non-stop, and thinking a way to tell Lucius without getting him mad.

"Sev, you know that you just have to tell me what's wrong, right? I won't get mad at you, no matter what happens, OK?" Lucius trying to comfort him. Sev is always thinking to much for his own good. He always has the worst solution to everything happens around him.

"Lucius, I know that you must be really angry that I left you like that, not even an explanation for you and you have the right to be mad. It's all my fault by the way, I should not have been dating with you from the beginning.  I was... am never good enough to be with you. From the first day I came to Hogwarts, you were the only one who took care of me, make sure that I'm not being bullied by my own house. You were a mentor, a friend, and maybe... ... a brother and I ruined it, I shouldn't have taken lightly when you wanted to date me, we are never meant to be together. I should've known from the start that I never like you romantically and now you're going to hate me forever---"

Severus is now a sobing mess. He is going to lose a friend, and he wouldn't blame Lucius though, it was entirely his fault.

"I'm going to say this one time and you are going to shut up and listen carefully. Sev, for the last time I, Lucius Abraxas Malfoy will never and I mean ever get mad at you with some thing as stupid as this, and I thought you know that I'm better than that. I know you must have a lot of pressure wanting to tell me about this and scared of making things worse, but don't you dare to keep this kind of secrets from me ever again, do you hear me? I mean it. I care for you more than anything, so there is no more reason for you thinking that I would tear you apart for telling me the truth, understood?"

Severus nod his head, and Lucius pull him into a hug.

"So are you going to tell me that you are dating with the infamous James Potter anytime soon?"

Severus look at him with wide eyes.

"Oh please, do you honestly think you can avoid this topic?"

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A/N

I am reeeeaaally sorry for not updating it for soooooo long but I'm just getting out of ideas🥲

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