Chp4 I think I might like him

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Severus is now in his dorm room on his bed thinking hard for so long in his whole life. Never in his life someone who comfort him and make him so comfortable, not even Lucius. (because he never tempt to tell him)

That particulaur feeling towards James make him scared but also happy. It makes him alive again like he never before. Still he want to skip dinner, 'cause it's not like he have any appetite or anything, yes he will just skip it then.

When he was still in his thoughts, a knock came. He went to the door and open it, and saw it was Narcissa, Andromanda and Bellatrix, The Black Sisters.

He rubbed his temples and let them in, he knows better than not to. Then he asked "So what now, he send you here, didn't he?"

"Yes and no. Yes he wants us to asked you the main reason you break up with him. And no for we want to know whats the fucking problem for skiping your breakfast and lunch, you idiot!" Cissa was really mad at him for harming himself like that. Bella amd Andy are no better, they stare at him like they are going to bring him down in a blink of an eye.

"I just don't have the appetite now, Cissy, no need to worry about me too much. It's not like I would die or any thing, right?" Severus answered. He never cared about eating until he was dating Lucius as he would always pull him out of his room.

The sisters frown and Bella asked "You do know that you haven't answer our first question now, don't you?" a wierd look appear on her face.

"I thought he already told you three." Severus said, not really wanted to tell them the details of their break up. Three of them look at him like he had told them he was super straight, which it will never happen.

"Sev dear, and here I thought you were the one with a clear mind, well perhaps not now though. You know clearly that Lucius would tell us to help him clean up his 'mess', so he definitely tell us what happen just now, but we don't really think what he said is all the truth, we all know that he is a bit to  himself sometimes."
Andromanda said shaking her head and looking at Severus with disaprovement.

Severus bit his lip, starting to get nervous, he don't want to tell them. If he does they will definitely get angry with him and a angry Black will be the last thing he want to deal with, not to say three of them.

When Narcissa give him a 'say it!' look, he sighed and said "I'm not good enough for him, and his reputation is much more important than dealing with my stupid feeling towards him. You all know I'm a half blood I can't help him anything by the way and it's not like I can give him a heir or……"

"What the fucking hell are you saying Severus Snape! Are you kidding or what! Ofcoures you are much important than anything to him, you can't think so low of yourself." Narcissa started to yell.

"It's so stupid of you to think of that, we know it's because of your household problem but you have to tell so he would know how to deal with it, isn't it?" Bella said

"It doesn't really matter now though," the youngest snake mummured softly, afraid of being heard.

"I beg your pardon, I thought you said 'it doesn't matter' I would really want to know what ever you mean, mister." said Andromanda. All of them look at the male serpent waiting for his answer, rather impatiently.

"I… I don't exactly know how to…um… explain? But… well, you see it is actually um… when I went to the library at lunch time… well um… and a guy just came by and um…"

"Oh, just stop stuttering and get into the topic now would you?!" said Narcissa. Sometimes he is just acting like an idiot she thought.

"HecametocomfortmeandIthinkImightlikehim" Severus said, covering his blushing face with his pillow.

"How 'bout you say it one more time, slowly." said Andromanda, trying to get what he was saying.

"The guy came to comfort me and I think… I think maybe I like him."said Severus still covering his face but this time it wasn't just because of the blush but also afraid to know what kind of emotion the girls would have.

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A/N

So…… I'm done with this chapter
And I think I need a little bit of time with next chapter though. My thoughts are a bit limited, so please, do give me a bit time thats what I need.

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