One and only [Snames/Jeverus]

Chapter 12

*WARNING*
PANIC ATTACK

Severus watch as James walking towards him. Although he knew deep in his heart he like James really much, but he know that the real James will hate him as he always did.

But this James in his own imagination is different, he is an angel, he cares for him. And this is the real reason he doesn't want to wake up.

He love having James caring for him. He love having James hugging him saying lovely nothings to him. It makes the disgusting memories flee. It makes him alive. No matter it is not even really happening in real life.

He always waited James kneel infront of him and hug him. But this time Severus ran to him and hug him tightly and start to cry all again, because he missed him, his imaginary James haven't came to find him and he is missing him sick.

But little he know this is the real James standing there shocked, but still hug his Slytherin crush back.

"Where were you? I…'sniff' I thought that even you don't want me any 'sniff' anymore. I know Imma freak but I thought you said you were fine with it. You did say you woudn't care, didn't you?" Severus asked his face covered against James muscular chest.

"No, Severus you are not a freak, not at all. The one who said you are is a monster. And I didn't know you were waiting for me if I knew I wouldn't let you caging yourself in this miserable place having this monster getting into your memory, terrorizing you like this."James pointing at the scene next to them.

This is when Severus found out something different about what is happening. Normally, when his imaginary came all the scene are gone and the background wil turn into white and there will be a comfy bed for them to cuddle together.

But now, nothing has changed. And now he look at the Gryffindor, and that is when he found out something different about his James.

His imaginary James is alway cheerful no matter what happens or what he said to him. He is always in a healthy shape and size.

But this James looks so tired, like he hadn't been sleeping for days. Those bags under his eyes make him look so unhealthy. If he isn't his James, who is he?

Severus try to struggle out of James' arms, but James is just too strong.

"Whats the matter, Severus."

"You are the matter! Who are you! What you're going to do to me!" Severus started to tremble, his tears start to pour out.

"It's me, James Potter. And trust me, I'll save you out of here, don't worry. We should be able to go back. Everyone missed you, especially your honorary sisters. The Black sisters, I mean…"

Just then Severus start to cry hard, he felt his knees are weakening. He never felt so vulnerable before, well not really actually, but still.

At the moment, he found himself unable to breath. But then there was a comforting sound.

"…Severus look at me. Just inhale 1…2…3… and breath out 1…2…3… and in 1…2…3… out, see much better."

That is when he went back from his panic attack and James Potter came into his sight.

Severus found himself cuddle into the warmth which actually came from the Griffindor's chest. But now there is nothing to care about, all he want is just stay there being cuddle by his worse enemy and his only crush.

"Severus?"

"Mmhm?"

"Let's get out of here, and I promise I'll let you have all the great memories in this little mind of yours. I'll make sure all of these bad memories will be gone for good. How's that sound?"

In Severus mind, he knows that James might be serious about what he had said, though he wouldn't put too much hopes on to it.

"Okay." This is the first time he smiled at James and it makes James heart flutter, and give Severus a big goofy smile.

James carried Severus bridle style and walk through the light where he came from the first place.

"Oh, Merlins' beard! Your finally awake!" and that is what Severus first heard when he woke up from his coma.

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A/N

Sorry dearies for the long long gap until I have my new updates. Hundreds of sorrys for allof my beloved readers for being able to wait for me. Tq😘

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