One and only [Snames/Jeverus]

Chp 3 Don't worry

JAMES' POV

There was a familiar twist on my heart. Yes, it was when I first saw Lily Evans cry at second year. It was really pain, but now it was not Lily, it was my swore enemy Severus Snape. He is crying his eye out but in the same time he's crying ever so softly, not wanting anyone to find out.

I heard him mumured about something like "to tell every single soul in here what he saw." I know he was talking about me, so I sit in front of him and asked him "Are you okay? What happend?"

He stare at me with visible shock on his face, but then he pull back his mask and said"It's non of your business. Don't act like you care even the slightless."

I sigh, I knew that he won't trust me which made me a bit frustrated. But I pull back myself and said"I do care, I would never asked you if I don't. I'm sure you know that as much as I do."

When I said that, I saw his onyx eyes twinkling with shock, scaref and a bit of …… hope? "Really?" he asked hopefully. I nodded.

He looked relived, I was getting much more curious. I should stop him to get into my nerves, for Merlin's sake!

"I…I broke up with someone,"he said quitely with a heart broken sound. Oh, how I want to kill that 'someone' with my bare hands, how dare they hurt him like that!

There was another feeling inside me. Jealousy. The most familiar feeling I had on my life. I remember hving it when I saw Lily being too close with Se…Snape, but now I'm jealous with the boy that actually date my Severus!

"Can I know who is it? Or at least their gender and house?" I asked, gritting my teeth avoid myself to scream out loud, after all I don't want to scare him.

"I'll just tell you he's a Slytherin."he said. Looking interested at his fingers. Then I asked "How long are you two together?" try to sound like I don't care.

"A month. Though I never thought it will last this long, and I was the one to say that word." he answered. I can see the guilt inside him that I want to help him clean it off. He deserve better than that shit.

"I know clearly that I will never be good enough for him. I know that but I love him so much. I don't want to get away from him. I know I'm too selfish for my own good. And from the day we're together, nightmare came hunting me repeatingly. I was getting insane his father will hate me. If they said nothing 'bout the gays, I'm still a filthy half-blood for every of them. I know he loves me but I can't destroy his lines." he continued. Tears started to pour again.

I pull him into embrace, letting him to cry on my chest. After a good five minutes, he stopped crying, lying his head on my shoulder. I can feel his face burning with embarrassment. I chukcled. And I heard him pouted! He, the Severus Snape actually pouted!

He's so cute when he do that. And the blush on his face mkes him look more adorable than he was now.

He looked at me with his beautiful eyes, those thin lips such kissable…… I mentally slapped myself. I can't be such stupid, he just broke up with someone else and here I am wanting to kiss him senseless.

"You know, you're much more than that. And if his father failed to see it that's their problem, not yours. You deserve better than that, I can say that there are loads of people there like you." I said swiftly.

"Are you sure?" he asked. "Indeed." I answered.

"You broke up with him, that will never change but don't worry, there is definetly someone like you more than you think. Trust me."

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A/N

It is now chapter three.
Yes I've manage it, finally. I was sort of stuck in this chapter for a while for not knowing how to continue it, but apparently I am fine now hahahahaha.

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