One and only [Snames/Jeverus]

Chp8 Please

Severus' POV

Another morning, tired, really really exhausted. I don't really know why though but all I know is I want to curl in my bed like forever.

I don't want to deal with any shit right now and then. It's all just happening like a rocket, (yes I clearly know what a rocket is, I'm a half-blood after all, thank you very much.) all in one day… ummm two days in actual.

No matters about all those nonsense, it's just trying to mess my head even more.

But how am I going to deal with James…no I mean Potter. And that messy and wild brunette almost raven hair, the stupid glasses he always wear it making him so handso… no no no, it's to ugly to resist, yeah really handsome.

James

How I wish I could call out loud, telling him how much I like him, let him hug me, hold me in his loving arms, let him know how am I longing for being kiss by his perfect lips.

Oh Merlins! I have to just stop that thought running in my useless mind. I don't want to shout out loud and let him know. He would kindly just enjoy humiliating me infront of every one at school.

Just then, my tears started to flow, again! In the fucking middle morning! I have to stop being weak, just too weak. Too weak to be love, too weak to love anyone. I don't deserved it, I never did.

I curl myself into a ball and cover into my blanket, taking my precious blade out, cuting myself to make sure the whole world would no need a burden.

A burden like me.

James' POV

I'm in the great hall know trying to find a certain Slytherin. But clearly I couldn't find him anywhere. Maybe he is skipping breakfast again.

I clean off my plate before rushing to the first class with the Slytherins –– Charms.

When I went into the classroom, he is nowhere to be found, but  there was Flickwick.

"Well, what a suprise, Mr. Potter. You must be the last person in my mind to be here before the class start, I simply thought that you would be late again." he stated

"Um… Professer did you see Sev…I mean Snape came in." I asked, looking a bit stupid in my opinion.

"No, Mr. Potter, but don't even think about pranking that poor boy anymore I'm warning you." Flickwick warned me.

"Ofcoures not, Professor."I rushed out immediately taking out my invisibility cloak, putting it on myself and start to run to the dungeon.

I rush towards the potrait infront of the Slytherin dorms when someone came out from it.

I start to walk up the stairs to find Severus' dorm room. Good thing that every dorm has their names on it.

And there it is, his name that was on the door at the last room near the coner. Well that was really Severus of him though.

The door was not lock up, so after I take off my cloak I open the door. But what I saw infront of my very own eyes was just too frightening.

Severus was on his covered-blood-bed lying there with his unnaturally pale face smiling, his wrists, stomach, legs all covered with newly open scars, blood flowing unstopable.

I was stunned. Why the fuck he would even try to cut himself to death. I rush to him and pick him up carefully and ran to the hospital wing as quick as possible.

Please Severus, please don't die. I haven't even tell you I like you.

Please…

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A/N

chapter eight complete
Yessss, finally done I've use some time on this chapter, a bit long time that is.

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