The outsiders imagines

Dallas// angel baby part 3

"I'm sorry" "I'm sorry" "I'm sorry" "I'm sorry"
Played through my head like a broken record. In and out, that's all I heard every day, every hour. Inside I felt like I was fine and awake but in reality I was trapped inside my body, I couldn't see anything but I heard everything.

Countless nights I laid in my body wondering when I was going to brake free. Someone would come visit me every once an while, the person that would repeat they were sorry. I knew I heard the voice before but I couldn't quite put my finger on it.

I knew I was safe resting but...didn't know where. "I'm sorry" I wish that voice would just stop, it was already annoying me. I wish I could just get up and hit the person. Screeching was coming from a radio, I think, I wish I could hit that thing also.
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"I can't believe I was so stupid" I rant to Two-bit. Two-bit  sat in a brown chair across the room fiddling with his fingers, nodding ever once an a while. "It's not your fault, Dallas" everything was my fault if I had just told y/n the truth she wouldn't be laying in a hospital bed right now.

"It's all my fault!" I yelled burying my head into the white bed. "I'm sorry" I muffled crying out in pain, my throat burned from yelling and crying everyday.

"s-s" I brought my head up to see y/n fidgeting. "s-stop" she whispered. I bolted up and came to her side, I moved her h/c bangs out of her face and brought her head to my chest. "Dallas" she whispered, I cried harder rubbing the side of her face . "stop apologizing" she calmly said.

"Get the nurse" I whispered to two-bit. He ran out the door. "I missed you" I smiled kissing y/n cheek, "what happened?" before I could answer a nurse had shuffled her way to y/n with her big red heels. She had light brown almost blond curly hair and she smelled of cigarettes. "How are ya feeling darling?" the nurse asked y/n.

For about a few minutes the nurse asked y/n questions and checked her. While they were doing that I walked out into the waiting room to ask the lady at the front desk if I could use her phone. I called the hotel she had been staying at before the incident "hello", "hey it's me Dallas" I smiled. "Is y/n okay?" Her friend had asked.

The whole time y/n was in a coma her band had stayed and haven't left, they'd come and check on her and go back to the hotel Y/n is awake" I smiled. "Wait really!" Buddy yelled "she's awake" he yelled again. I heard shuffling and hollering "thank you, we'll be over in a bit" David said hanging up.

I walked back to the room. i felt like I was floating I was full of happiness, something I haven't felt in a while. I walked into the room to see y/n still laying on the bed, she had plates scattered over the bed with different kinds of foods. I laughed and sat in a chair next to her, I felt pretty comfortable knowing I don't know her that well or long. "I missed this" she smiled pointing to the plate of fried chicken. "Hey where's my band at?" She mumbled stuffing more Chicken in her mouth. "On the way" I chuckled.

All her friends busted through the door hollering like lunatics. "Y/n I missed you" they all laughed hugging y/n in a mob, "I missed y'all too" she giggled kissing each head. I leaned back into the doorframe admiring this, y/n just looked gorgeous sitting in a gown with her hair all messy in her face. Gosh I just wanted to make this lady my wife already.

The whole time y/n was in a coma I'd come visit her than go check on Johnny and ponyboy, they had fled to jay Mountain. I really worried about them, but I had to keep it all to myself.

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"I'm sorry guys but she has to stay"

"Oh my god" everyone groaned in agony. "Please nurse lady" mark smiled at the nurse. "Sorry no" she said before grabbing papers and leaving the room.

"It's fine don't worry about me guys, see I'm good" y/n smiled showing the most beautiful smile ever making me warm. "If you need anything please call us" her band said.

They had all gave y/n a hug before leaving "bye guys I love y'all!" Y/n yelled to them. I sat in the room with y/n, we didn't talk just looked around enjoying the silence. "Well I have to get going" I sighed looking at a watch on my wrist that I stole, I couldn't tell her but I was already getting ready to go get ponyboy and Johnny. So I had to go to bed early so I could get up early. I already had it planned out, Aw how mature I am.

"Okay good bye Dallas thank you for everything" she weakly hugged me. I kissed the top of her head than left.

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After everyone left I just felt horrible, I didn't feel right sitting in a cold hospital room for a night. They weren't even sure how long they wanted me to stay. I just can't do it no more, I want my band and family already.

I sat patiently in my hospital bed waiting for my nurse to finish giving me my medication and checking on me. "here you go" the nurse gave me a small cup of pills "are these pills gonna make me sleepy?" I asked rolling my eyes. "Yes two of them and the other one is just a pain killer, to help with the pain in your left leg"

I had to get stitches on my left leg, I'm not sure what happened but they said when I had got into the accident I had curled up into a position, to cover myself and somehow ended up with a deep cut on my leg. I of course didn't tell my friends.

"What's gonna happen if I don't take them" I looked at her sternly. " well the pain isn't gonna get better" she looked at her wrist watch then rolled her eyes
I grabbed the cup and put the pills into my mouth...instead of swallowing I placed em under my tongue.

"Thank you ms. l/n" she fake smiled and grabbed a clipboard. "Mhm"I smiled back n laid down, putting the blanket over my body. She looked at me before closing the door. As soon as she left I got up and walked to the bathroom in my room, I opened the door and shuffled to the toilet. I spat the pills out than flushed em.

I shuffled back into my bed. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do, I really just wanted to leave. I didn't want them to hurt me. I looked around my silent room scanning for any clothes, on a small chair in the corner was the dress I wore in the accident. I got out of bed and slowly walked to the chair, my pink dress with 5 pink buttons sat folded underneath my black flats.

I quickly tore the hospital gown down before slipping into the dress, I stood in the mirror, the dress barely fit around my waist and breast area. I sighed sitting down on the chair. I tried to put the shoes on without breaking the stitches on top of my knee, it was a struggle but I successfully did it.
I walked to the window in the room, I quietly opened the window looking back every few seconds.
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Bruh I've been so lazy lately, like I didn't even want to finish this. It honestly took me at least...4 months to actually try and sit down an do this. Well I did it hoes here you go

I hope you enjoy it or whatever