𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒚 𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒌𝒔 (𝑬𝑵- 𝑱𝒂𝒌𝒆𝑯𝒐𝒐𝒏) ✔

13

Sunghoon

I was in the library as I just stare at my book. I have an exam in 30 minutes and nothing from this book has made its way in my head. It's just so plain and my brain is currently filled with a certain small person with puppy like features making me loose focus.

What's happening to me?

I again grab the book as I plug in my earphones and start to read all over again. I have to focus though, I have to finish that exam with a passing score and I have to graduate.

Jay has been doing everything for me to not be dropped out, the least I can do is graduate.

Just a little more Sunghoon, you can do this. One last exam tomorrow and you're free to do whatever before graduation.

Thirty minutes later, I am in the classroom with a few of my batch mates to take the exam.

The moment I grab the questionnaires, I froze. What the heck are these? I don't remember any of these terms or concepts. Or did I just have a mental block?

No no no . . .

I close my eyes again as I try not to panic but I fail.

Just then, I heard Jay's voice making me look at the window and indeed he's there but he's with Jake and Jungwon. Jake then turn his head and meet my eyes before waving and giving me a thumbs up.

It's good to know he doesn't see me in a different light. Not after what happen at the rooftop.

As cliche as it may sound, he manage to occupy my thoughts again and trust me, my heart beat calmed down.

I again go over the item but as I start to read it more thoroughly, I realize this exam questionnaire is not supposed to be mine at all.

I raised my hand and the proctor came to my seat.

"What is it?"

I lift the questionnaire as I show him the label on the top most part of the paper that reads, "Language 111" meaning, this paper is for the freshmen who is still to have their exam next week.

"I think I got the wrong paper"

The teacher was flustered before replacing my questionnaire.

wait, if the test paper a while ago is for freshmen, how come I don't know the answers? Does this show that I forgot everything I learned when I'm in my freshmen year?

Sighing loudly, I start my exams.

Good thing I calmed down a bit a while ago or else, I could just answer everything without spotting the mistake. Lesson learned Sunghoon.

After a long hour of the exam, I finally left the class and head to my locker to leave that thick book I am forced to have or I will not have a material for this class.

Opening the locker, a bunch of letters fall from the inside.

This isn't new to me. Now that Jay is off limits or they will deal with his black belter boyfriend, some students starts to come for me. I mean, they left letters or even some flowers and pastries in and on my locker. At first I just ignore them but then thinking of their efforts (maybe not all put effort), I start to take them. It's better than tossing them in the trash right?

What I really hate is that when students starts to notice that I am trying to bring myself together or move on, they saw it as a hint that I might want to be in a relationship again which is not true at all.

Sunoo, he still has my heart and not because I want to heal means I am looking for a relationship. I don't know why they don't get that tho.

"Sunshine, if only you are here, you would keep them in their place haha. Or deal with them"