the remedy for a broken heart

15

"It hurts, it's hurts in here" I whispered as I pointed at my chest before Harry took couple of steps and pulled me into a tight hug and it didn't take me seconds to let all the tears fall

"Shhhhh, it's okay, it's okay" he whispered "I'm sorry, I really am"

fuck you and your hugs harry

"It's gonna be okay" he whispered

"don't leave" I choked out

"I won't, I won't leave. I'm sorry" he whispered

he pulled me to sit on the couch

"please stop crying" Olly said "I don't want to see you like this Addy. I'm sorry"

"don't cry buddy" Noah said as he gave me tissues

I took in a deep breath before turning to look at him, he sent me a warm smile but his eyes held sadness and anger
I knew the anger wasn't directed at me

I wiped my tears before the place fell into silence, I stood up from my place

"where are you going?" Nora asked wiping a few of her tears

"my room" I replied

"Can we talk?" She asked

"No we 5 are going to sit here together and fix this all now" Olly said

"Olly I'm tired"

"Please Addy, let's fix this now!" He said as I stopped and looked at Noah

Noah gave me a small nod and patted the seat next to him, I sighed before walking back to sit and silence filled the room

"I'm sorry I bursted up like that" I said as I fiddled with my hoodie zipper "but I just don't wanna lose you guys"

"no you don't have to be sorry" Nora said "can i talk?" Nora looked at Olly and Harry and they both nodded

"I was a bad friend and I acted like a bitch towards you" Nora spoke "I though you got over him and now you just wanted to play with his feelings! I didn't want to see Harry hurt all over again, he's my cousin. I'm sorry I know he was the one who broke you, he left you. I should be mad at him but I was mad at you. I know what I did was wrong. I really am sorry Addy, I don't wanna lose you"

"hello I'm still here" Harry said making the room laugh

"shut up" Nora said "you hurt my best friend, you're still my best friend right?" She asked afraid of the answer

"yeah"

"I love you I love you! I swear I'll make it up to you! And If you want me to kill that asshole I'll do it when he is sleeping!!!!" She jumped on me hugging me "I'm really sorry Addy, I was a bitch and I understand if you don't want me anymore"

"I missed you" I said in a whisper

"I swear you don't know how life is hard without you!"

"I hate you!! You left me all alone! Bitch I had to get ready to parties alone! I had to fucking go on a date without you helping!"

"I'm sorry" she pouted "and Noah I'm sorry, we kinda did you wrong too"

"It's alright, I just hate seeing her hurt! You three were assholes" Noah said

"Ouch thank you" Harry said as we chuckled Before the place fell into silence

I looked around the room and my eyes met up with Olly but he looked down instantly

"what are you thinking about?" Nora asked Olly

"um" he scratched the back of his neck "how bad of a twin I am"