the remedy for a broken heart

23

I brought him a cup of tea and made him grilled cheese and placed it on the side table

"clothes" I heard him say from the bathroom

I opened the drawer to take out his clothes, but I felt my heart beating faster when I found a picture of us on top of the pile of clothes

wait is that my scrunchies? my shirts?

"wait hold up! No" he said opening the door with a towel wrapped around his waist stopping me from looking more

"um.. I'll take it out" he said as I backed away from the drawers

I nodded silently as he watched me intensely trying to figure out if I saw everything

he grabbed a hoodie and some shorts, closed the drawer shut before walking back to the bathroom and I immediately stood up opening the drawer

I shouldn't be doing this but who cares,
I looked at the stuff he kept

wait
oh my god, he still has that necklace he gave me for one of my birthdays that has a picture of us
I threw it on him when he said he's leaving me

I was so mad that I took it off and threw it somewhere on the streets before getting inside the house and leaving him on the porch

everything I felt for him was back and I couldn't help but let the tears fill my eyes

He kept everything, every love letter, every picture, every thing I got him, he still has my clothes here and many of my stuff

I grabbed the pictures and let the few tears fall , I smiled when I saw the first picture together. It was summer and we were on a trip with school. We didn't like each other but for the sake of Olly we were acting like we were friends and I remember Noah forcing us to take picture together saying we'll show our kids one day

Haz had a bored expression while I was frowning. It's a funny picture but it brings back so many memories

I heard someone clear their throat making my eyes widen. I dropped the pictures back, Wiped my tears with my sleeve before turning to look at him

he stood there, his hands in his hoodie pockets as he watched me

I forced a small smile asking him "you okay now?"

he stayed quiet just looking me in the eye, and I knew that he was trying to read me

I stared deeply, lost in his blue eyes, even you would get lost in them.

he suddenly wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me to him making a gasp escape my lips

"fuck it" he whispered before attaching our lips

it took me 5.5 seconds to realize what was happening

he was kissing me

harry IS kissing me

I felt my stomach twisting and butterflies exploded everywhere

I kissed him back and pulled his body closer to me

yes fuck it haz

I missed this
I missed the feeling of your lips against mine you jerk

Harry picked me up, before placing me slowly on the bed and he climbed on top of me, his lips never leaving mine