the remedy for a broken heart

13

I couldn't hear anything else, I was being played and used this whole time

I couldn't breath, I walked away and rushed to the toilet letting the tears fall down freely

my chest was hurting, I felt dizzy and it was hard to breath
I knew what was coming

I grabbed my phone and called down

please answer
please answer

"hello, it's Andrew-"

voicemail!

fuck

"hey dad, I..I think it's happening, please come, I need you" I took in a deep breath "I can't breath dad please come get me"

I closed the call an put my phone in my pocket, I put my head between my knees and cried

Suddenly, The door opened and Harry stood there, he looked at me trying to figure out what was happening

He closed the door before rushing to my side "did that asshole do something?"

I nodded

"I'm gonna fucking kill him" he said as he clenched his fists

"Harry" I chocked out before his expression changed into a worried one

"Hey hey" he said as he cupped my cheek "you're okay, I'm here"

"I'm not"

"You'll be, take a deep breath love, focus on your breathing" he said

"Will you take me home?" I asked

I just didn't want to be here anymore, I felt disgusting

"Of course I will, but first take a deep breath Addy,breath in"

"Breath out now"

I did what he said

something about his voice and him being here calmed me enough

he placed my head on his knee before placing a kiss to the top of my head then running his fingers through my hair

He let out a laugh making me look up to him

"Sorry I just remembered something" he said

"What?" I said barley letting the words out

"I dont know why but it just crossed my mind, remember your last birthday? The one before I left" he spoke as I gave him a small nod "I remember I woke up early way before you did, me and Olly decided to make you breakfast and you don't even know what happened in the kitchen, your dad wanted to kill us. I don't know if you realized but the pancakes were all burnt so we covered them with Nutella, the eggs were a bit too salty so we put water on it"

I gasped

"I mean it, too salty, and you being an idiot ate that all without saying anything" he laughed

"You bitch! That's why the three of you didn't eat!"

"Yeah we ordered food later" he said

"I hate you" I laughed as he joined

"Well you ruined my cake tonight, a payback" he said

"I didn't!"

"I know I was messing with you love" he poked my nose "do you feel better?" He erased the few tears drops

love..
reminds me of old times

I sat up before giving him a small smile "yeah"

"Let me take you home" he said

I shook my head "no no, you can't leave. It's your party" "I'll just ask Noah or maybe Olly"

"Addy, we both know I won't be leaving you after what I just saw, I'm taking you home. And since when do I love parties?"

"Haz, you really don't have to, I'll be alright"

"I'm not leaving you" he said

"Are you sure?"

"Don't even try, I'm sure" he said as he helped me up

he opened the door and we both walked out "they have a back door, let's just go there"

He escorted me out of the house and we both got in the car

After a while, we reached home and he followed me inside

Dad wasn't home, that means he had a shift,
We went up to my room and I sat on the bed in silence as he sat on the bed too opposite of me

"do you want to eat something?" He asked "maybe icecream or we can get donuts and coffee too"

"Am I really that ugly?" I whispered out of no where

"What?" He asked with a surprised look

"I'm ugly right? That's why left me" I repeated "never mind"

"What the fuck?? No of course not! You're not ugly Addison. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever laid my eyes on! Did that jerk say something?"

I nodded slightly

"he was playing with me and using me to get into the football team and Olly did. He said I was ugly and that's why you also left me"

His face darkened and he clenched his hands into fists

"that fucking asshole! I'm gonna kill him" he muttered angrily, he stood up and grabbed his phone from the couch

"where are you going?" I asked

"I'm gonna make that jerk learn a lesson"

"now?" I asked

He nodded

"don't" I shook my head

"I need to talk to that asshole" he said

"Please don't leave me" I whispered trying to hold back my tears

His face softened before he walked over to me again and cupped my cheek

"I won't go now, I'm here, I'm here now" he said looking me in the eye "you are beautiful, your face and body is. I know how insecure you feel about your self but I hope you realize how beautiful you are and no one can ever change that! Levi doesn't get to bring down a stunning and amazing girl like you! He don't stand a chance because the Addison I know. Would know her worth and won't let some crazy asshole let her feel this way. He doesn't fucking deserve you"

He was right, he's an asshole

I gave him a warm smile before hugging tightly and mistakenly I yawned out loud making him laugh

"sorry" I mumbled

"it's time for you to sleep" he said pulling away

"I'm just a bit tired" I said

"You should be after all" he said

"Haz"

"Hmm"

"Can you stay?" I asked "I mean till I sleep?"

"Yeah"

"I just don't wanna stay alone, i ne-" He cut me off

"- I said I'll stay Addison" he said

"Thank you, for tonight and for everything" I said

"I Told you I'll always be here" he said

"And can you tell them what happened? I just don't want too"

"Of course I will" he smiled as I covered my self under the blankets and he sat on the other side, resting his back on the bed stand

"Good night Haz"

"Good night Addy"