Sapnap x reader

Chapter 7

(Y/N POV)

I was just looking at Dream, I didn't know what to do other than cry. At this point we were both crying, no one was saying anything. It was silent other than a couple is sniffles from us both crying. Dream wiped his tears as best he could, and without anything he slowly and gently reached for my arm. At this point I knew what he was doing. He brought my arm up to him and slowly rolled up my sleeve, I'm just quietly watching him and crying still. As he rolled up my sleeve you can see the scars go higher and higher as he rolls the sleeve up higher, Dream just standing there with worry in his eyes, tears in his eyes not saying anything. It was killing me. He hasn't said anything in a while.

(Dream's POV)

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I'm standing outside of Y/N's house with her and I'm just looking at all her scars on her arm. There are so many, am I the reason of these? I don't even know. I couldn't be the reason, she trusted me enough to tell me everything. I can't even say anything, we are just both standing here silently crying. I couldn't say anything, I just pulled Y/N into a big hug and we cried into each other. I pulled away and asked her why she hasn't told me this before or even Sapnap. She said she didn't want us to worry about her. Is she kidding me, not worry about her, this is making me worry even more. She said she couldn't tell Sapnap or anyone, that she only told me because she couldn't hide it anymore. I told her that she needed to tell Sapnap, that he needs to know.

(Y/N POV)

Dream said I had to tell Sapnap. I didn't really want to tell him but he's my best friend, I needed to tell him. I didn't want to go swimming still because I wasn't ready for everyone to know all together at the same time, Dream agreed and said that i should make up an excuse saying I couldn't go. The only excuse I could really come up with was being on my period and having bad cramps. So that's what I said. We went back inside and everyone was waiting. See happen to notice I was crying, it not like u couldn't tell anyways my eyes were red and puffy. Everyone was asking if I was ok, I said I was fine that I wasn't going swimming due to lady problems. They quickly got to memo and said it was okay. Sapnap immediately got up and hugged me. He said he was going to stay with me, that he didn't want me to be alone. I just smiled. I thought to myself, well this is my opportunity to tell him while everyone's gone.

About an hour later everyone was leaving to go to the beach, everyone but Sapnap and I. We stayed back because of my lie that no one knew about.

Once everyone was gone and we were alone I took the chance to tell Sapnap. I told him that I needed to tell him something and that it was very important. Seeing that I didn't have a smile on my face or that I didn't sound excited he got very scared very quickly.

Conversation

Y/N:
So I already talked to
Dream about this and
he said I should talk to
you about this, and I
completely agree because
you are one of my closest
and best friends.

Sapnap:
Of course what happened?
You know you can tell me
anything, right?

Y/N:
Well I lied about not being
Able to go to the beach with
Everyone else, I'm not actually
On my period.
Sapnap:
What? Why? Is something
Wrong, did someone do
Something that made
You uncomfortable because
I can just tell them to leave,
Who was it.

Y/N:
No no no, no one said
Anything that made
Me uncomfortable but
That you for caring.

It's just that I didn't want
Anyone to see these.

*rolls up sleeve showing
My cuts*

(Y/N POV)

As soon as I rolled up my sleeves my tears started to come back, I looked up and Sapnap was just staring at them, not saying anything. Without hesitation he pulled me in close for a hug and just held me there.
I hugged him back hurrying my face into his chest just crying, I could tell he was crying to, he didn't show it but I can tell because of the way he was breathing.

We both pulled away from the hug, what he said next is what caught me off guard. "Please don't do this anymore, I can't lose you yet, I can't lose you because I love you so much. Please just don't do this anymore." I sat there frozen. He just said he loves me. "I love you too, I'm sorry" I say, I hugged him again and he just sat on the couch hugging each other.

*TIME SKIP*

(Sapnap's POV)

Y/N and I were just ok the couch together still wrapped up on each other. I happy that she told me everything but I'm very worried about her, and I know she said that this is why she didn't tell us because she didn't want us to worry but how can I not worry about her when she has so many cuts on her arms. She means so much to me and I just can't lose her right now or ever. I just hope that she stops for good.

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AN: this is a shorter chapter and sorry about that but I just finished it right now at 10:12 pm. I literally slept all day today bc my neighbors had a party and it didn't end till 5 in the morning so the whole night I couldn't sleep. Sorry for posting this late, I hope u like this chapter! See ya next chapter! <3