remember me ➳ troyler au // SECOND //

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update 151016 // BEFORE YOU READ: this is the second book. the first book is called "hold me," so go read it now. also, this book does contain self harm okay bye world xx

Previously

Tyler

05.01.15

7:54 p.m.

We finally got to the hospital. I saw the same receptionist and I see her roll her eyes and sigh. I open my mouth to speak, until she speaks before me.

"Room 2B. Down the hallway and to your right," she says. I nod and thank her and run towards where the room is. I look at the door number and see if I was in the right room. "2B" is all it says. I take a deep breath and walk into the room smiling at Troye. He looks at me and just stares. He blinks. I felt water on my face. I was crying because I was happy.

"Are you all right?" He says. I nod and then hug him. He doesn't hug back, though. I was confused. I kept hugging him, though, making sure he'll hug back. "Ow, you're hurting me," he says. I let go of him and stand next to his bed. I pull up a chair next to the bed and smile at him.

"I'm so happy that you're okay. I love you so much and—"

"Do I know you?"

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8:00 p.m.

"Do I know you?" Troye asks me. My heart shatters. From everything I just went through all in one day... This is the outcome. This.

Do I know you?

He does. I know he does. He's just fucking with me right now, right? I laugh shakingly. "You're fucking with me, right? Troye, you know me. I'm your boyfriend—"

"I'm gay?" My heart shatters again. It fell into a billion pieces on the floor. He doesn't know that he's gay. He doesn't know me. My eyes water up, blurring my vision.

"T-Troye, do you remember me?"

"No, sorry." Sage walks into the room with her brothers behind her. I look behind her, my tears falling out of my eyes. Her mouth was open in an 'o' shape. I then make a frown and walk outside the room, crying.

"Tyler," I hear Sage calling for me. I then ran past Zoe and Alfie. I see them look at me and walk faster than me and walk in front of me.

"What happened?" Alfie asks, stopping in front of me. I side step to my right and he side steps to his left, blocking me from walking in front of him.

"I d-don't wanna talk about it," I say, pushing him past him and walking away. He grabs My arm and turns me around. I face him with tears running down my face like a waterfall. Alfie grabs onto my shoulders making me stay put. I look away, not looking into his eyes.

"Tyler, come on. Tell us," Zoe's soft voice comes behind Alfie. I look at her head come from behind Alfie. I shake my head, denying to tell them.

"We're gonna find out sooner or later. Come on, tell us it's that simple—"

"Troye doesn't know who I am," I blurt out. Alfie lets go of me and Zoe comes from out from behind Alfie. They both stand there with their jaws dropped.

"W-What?" Zoe says with confusion in her voice. I nod, keeping my lips together tightly. No tears have come out yet, until I feel a pair of arms wrap around my neck and tears onto my shoulder. I realize it were both Zoe and Alfie hugging me. I throw my arms around both of them, crying. They hug me tighter and I do the same.