Troye
14.02.15
8:42 p.m.
Tyler and Kyla walk over away from crowd. I look over to watch the light show. "You know Tyler, right?" A familiar British voice says next to me. I look over and see Zoe.
"Of course, Zoe," I answer her. Her face lit up when I said her name.
"You two seem deeply in love, you know. All day, he's been thinking about you. And looking at you, you know." She pauses. "He really likes you. No, not like. I mean he really loves you. Do you love him?"
I blink and rub my eyes. I look at Zoe, my eyes widen. I look at the light show and then look back at Zoe. She batts her eyelashes at me.
"I... I don't know, Zoe. I don't know if I love him. Yet. I basically just restarted my life again. I can't remember our past. And I think I'm in love with Kyla." She slaps the back of my head.
"Troye, you bloody idiot, you're gay!" She yells. I'm gay?
"Shocker, I know. Not really. But, let me tell you a bit about your past. Your pet name for Tyler was Tilly. You and Tyler dated after he saved you from almost killing yourself. And you two are meant to be."
"I almost... I almost committed suicide?"
"I... Yeah, yeah. Anyways, you two are meant to be. Like two peas in a pod. Like Dan and Phil. Like Alfie and me."
I look over and see Tyler and Kyla walking back already. I see Tyler with bloodshot eyes. Was he crying?
Just when everyone is about to leave, I shout, "Hey, Tilly?" Tyler's eyes dart to mine. His eyes immediately lit up and hes smiling. "Can I talk to you for a second?"
"Um, yeah. Hold on," Tyler says, rushing out of the area to find his friends. I look over to Kyla.
"Kyla, just wait for me over there," I point. She nods and agrees with me. I then turn around and see Tyler walking fast towards me.
"Yeah what did you want?" He asks casually.
And doing the unexpected, I cup his fave in my hands and kiss him passionately. It was a gentle kiss. I could tell Tyler was shocked since he didn't react at first. He stood there. I open my eyes and look and see Zoe jumping in joy with Alfie.
I then break the kiss and Tyler immediately hugs me. His face is so close to my body that I could feel his tears through my shirt. Or maybe that was the rain?
Oh yeah, did I mention it started to rain?
I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turn my head and meet with a smiling Kyla. "It's raining. I think we should go?"
"Hold on, I just want to talk to Tyler."
She nods and walks away, still smiling. I look down at Tyler who was still hugging me and crying. Then he looks up at me and grabs my face again and starts to kiss me again. I smile against his lips and he does the same.
"Tyler, Tyler!" Zoe shouts. "Come on, we have to go now!" He breaks the kiss and I try my best to hold in my frown.
"Ugh, fine." He keeps hold of my hand. I look at Kyla and gesture her to follow. She gets up and jogs towards me. She links arms with my open arm.
"I'm breaking up with you," she announces happily. What?
"Um, whー"
"Because you and Tyler are deeply in love with each other. I can tell."
I then let go of Tyler's hand and hug her. I whisper, "Thank you for everything, Kyla. We can still be friends, right?"
"Of course, Troye." She then lets go of my arm and walks away in another direction. I then catch up to Tyler and grab his free hand. He looks over to me and smiles. He then hugs me.
"I've missed you so much, you know?" He tells me. I nod. "What happened to Kyla?"
"She went home. I can have a ride in your car with everyone, right?"
"Of course, Troye. We came in two cars, in fact." We then walk out of the Disneyland entrance and get on the car to get to the parking lot.
We get there two minutes later. Then, I see All the boys go with Alfie in his car while Zoe goes into the other car with all the girls. We join them. We both sit in the back.
"So, are you two a thing?" Zoe asks, giggles coming from up front. "Shut up," she mumbles to someone. Tyler and I look at each other and look back at Zoe.
"I guess so," Tyler says with a smile on his face. We then look at each other again, studying each other's details.
11:34 p.m.
The whole car ride, Tyler and I slept on each other. As wrong as that sounds, I meant that he layed his head on me as I slept.
I have finally awoken from my slumber and check the time. 11:35 p.m. I look outside and see my house. I wake up Tyler. He looks at me and smiles.
I walk out of the car with Tyler. We wave our goodbyes to Zoe. Tyler was staying over at my house since he didn't want to waste time with them.
I knock on the door, waiting to be invited in. Then, Sage opens the door, gasping. She screams and drops a plate onto the ground. I hear Tyler's laugh.
"LOOK, MUM, LOOK! THEY'RE TOGETHER! AND IT'S WITH TYLER!" Sage screams. My mum, instead of going over to hug me, she hugs Tyler first. I roll my eyes and she hugs me.
My mum invites Tyler and I in and we immediately head up to my room. As soon as I closed the door to my bedroom, I walked over to my bed and then fell face forward onto it. Arms were wrapped around me and I smiled since I knew it was Tyler. I wrap my long arms around him.
15.02.15
1:27 a.m.
"Hey, Troye?" Tyler says. I woke up from my nap. I look down and see that Tyler has taken his
He looks up. "D-Do you remember me, now? Like, all the things we have done in our past? And what happened in your past? Do you remember anything?" I frown.
"No."
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aw :-(( he doesn't remember :-((
idk why but i can'T WAIT TO eND thIS sTORy
like make the last chapter
oh yeah btw there might be a third book maybe not ( it depends on how this story ends ) aND idk what to call the third book or how to even write it since ik how this story and the third story is gonna end
chapter xv question:
how do you think this book is going to end?
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