remember me ➳ troyler au // SECOND //

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Tyler

14.02.15

3:46 p.m.

"Come on, Tyler. Pleeeeeease?" Zoe begs and pleads over the phone. I roll my eyes at her, even though she can't see me. "I know you're probably rolling your eyes at me. I just want you to come! It's just for the weekend and everyone's comi-"

"Is Troye coming?" I snap at her. She goes silent. I hear voices through the phone. They were our friends. Caspar, Louise, Tanya, Jim, and all of them. All of those British people. Sometimes, they get so annoying. Especially Caspar.

I didn't like Caspar, though. None of us did, in fact. Troye went just a few months clean, I think, and then Caspar ruined it because of his stupid crush over Zoe. He almost got Troye killed! I'm not even sure why she invited him. Maybe he was sorry or som-

"Just please? I know you love sleepovers." I thought for a second.

"Fine." I then hang up on her.

9:22 p.m.

I was at her house around 7:20. Louise, Zoe, Alfie, Joe, Tanya, Jim, Dan, Phil, Marcus, and Niomi. We kicked out a few people from our group, like Marzia and Felix since we recently got in a huge fight with them. Marzia sometimes comes over to sit with us when Felix isn't with her. She's really nice.

Jenna has her other group of friends she hangs out with. I would always come over to talk with her and she is okay with it since she knows that I've been through a lot recently.

Sawyer dropped out just a few days after Troye got hit. He said that school was tough and he wanted to do something other than that. Which was film making. He has a YouTube channel where he posts his films on that. He gets a lot of money off of it since a lot of people watch him.

Louis is basically travelling the world. He's probably in Fiji right now, I believe? He also did drop out the day Troye woke up. He wanted to travel with friends. And he does. He's on YouTube like Sawyer making vlogs and shit about where he's at.

Jack and Finn? I don't know where those two boys went. They said they were travelling England? Or moving back there?

Grace, Hannah, and Maimre are doing their own things at the moment. They're apart of our group still. They're just too busy with their own things at the moment.

And Caspar... He wasn't kicked out, apparently. He was just suspended from the table until the last day of school. We said he could come back if he learned to be nice again.

Zoe greeted me with a smile and she took my things and set it around her living room. Others had their sleeping bags and they were inside them. The room was dark since I think they're telling ghost stories.

I sat down where Zoe put my things and I took out my sleeping bag and slip inside it. Zoe turns off the lights again and she takes out a flashlight.

"Who's next?" She says, handing out the flashlight. No one took it. "Someone! Take the torch!" Zoe says torch because in England, they called flashlights torches.

"Me, I guess." Everyone's eyes lay on me and I take the flashlight, or torch, out of her hand. I turn it on and hold it below my face.

"Okay. So there was a boy. About 18. He was depressed. No one liked him. He would cut all the time. It made his family sad. And his boyfriend. One day, he was being bullied so much when he was walking home from school. He was pushed into the street and..."

I stopped. I was about to cry. I felt the tears coming. A few seconds later, I was full out sobbing. I felt arms around me. More than two. I opened my eyes. I couldn't see anything due to the fact that my vision was blurred out from the tears. Around me, I could see nothing other than faces.