The Perfect Person

V

WE CAN'T BE MORE THAN JUST FRIENDS

Jade stared at the blonde, memorizing all of her beautiful features. Her eyes shut tight as she breathes softly and her soft snores filled the whole sage green colored room, she can't be more than happy to do this. Watching Perrie sleep sounds creepy but it's her only chance, she can't do any of this anymore.

"Is she awa-" Leigh shut her mouth as the sight melts her heart, she sat beside Jade, "You miss her don't you?" She whispered and gander at the sleeping blonde.

"Yeah, but I can't do anything about it" The brunette answered, fighting the urge to touch the sleeping girl's face. 

"Yes you can, you're just afraid to do it" The raven-haired girl chuckled, standing up and motioning to the brunette to wake the girl up, "You deserve to be happy too, Jade. Barbie will understand that" 

Jade didn't have any choice but to nod, she gets what Leigh-anne is saying, and it's true. She wants to be with Perrie but that would be so unfair and cruel to the redhead, she doesn't want the girl to think that she's just using her to get over Perrie because she's not. She may feel a different kind of love for the redhead but it's genuine, she doesn't want to be the one who'll break her sweet innocent heart. Barbie doesn't deserve any of that, she's just like Jade. They understand each other and they're each other's strength. The redhead is there when Jade feels like she's not capable of love and Jade was there for the redhead when she feels like she's the weakest person on the planet.

Being Perrie's friend is her only opportunity to be this close to the girl but she knows she wants more than that, she just can't do it.

"Pezza, wake up" She whispered and slightly shook the girl's arm, "Hey, we're going to the amusement park today" 

The blonde fluttered her eyes, thinking that she's dreaming. Jade can't be the one who is waking her up and this must be a beautiful dream, she doesn't want to wake up. 

"Kiss me" She whispered, squinting her eyes and pulling the girl closer to her, and feeling the soft warm lips on hers. She smiled, everything feels so real until the girl pulled away and she realized that it's really real. The blonde widened her eyes, hiding her wrist where the black bracelet is dangling, "Sorry, I thought I was dreaming" She apologized, her cheeks flushing.

"Ehm, at least you're awake," The brunette said and stood up, trying to hide her reddened cheeks, "Just get ready" She mumbled and opened the door.

Jade let out a deep breath, bringing her right hand to her lips. She can't believe that just happened, the butterflies in her stomach are going crazy, again. But, it's just an accident, right? She shouldn't think any of it. Perrie thought she was dreaming that's why she did that but why would she kiss Jade in her dreams?

"Because she's still not over you, idiot" She muttered and slapped her forehead before walking back to the girls, "She's awake" She announced and flopped down on the couch next to Leigh-anne.

"Breakfast is ready" The redhead smiled and motioned for the girls to go to the dining table and eat. 

Today, they decided to go to an amusement park and just have fun together since the blonde is in town and Jade wanted the redhead to forget about her problems for a while. Also, she wanted to spend time with Perrie and just see her every now and then, she never wanted the girl to leave her sight. She missed the girl for five months even though she's the one who pushed her away.