" Lost my mind trying to be on yours."- someone
I'm an idiot indeed (:
Getting attached to people so easily...
No matter how many times I get hurt I keep on repeating the same thing because we should always repeat a mistake at least 6-7 times right ? To completely make sure xD
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Oh my God
I'm a fool
keep on coming back to you
I'm so stupid for you
You're so bad for my health
But I just can't help myself
Stupid - Tate Mcrae
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It's kinda scary how someone can affect you so much. When you don't even know that person properly. But still you care so much.
A single text from them gets you grinning soo widely that it's shocking. And that crazy smile remains on your face throughout the duration of your texting.
Strangers talking from different parts of the world.
When they open up a bit to you , you feel happy. A deep connection that they're trusting you with such personal information about their life.
But after you're done talking , a deep ache replaces the happiness. Wishing you could talk longer .
Every single dam time you talk to them , this happens. It feels like an addiction , good kind off...or bad O.o xD
You don't actually know them , nor do they know anything much about you. But still they're always on your mind .
And deep down you know that your thought never even crosses their mind. They don't really care, not near as much as you do.
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Tangled up and tounge tied
What have I become?
Always got you on my mind
Got me feeling dumb
Cuz I'm overthinking every single word
That was never said or heard
Falling for you slowly
From a distance
I'm in love with someone
Who doesn't know I exist
( Who doesn't exist - for fictional characters xD)
And it's you, yes it's true
You don't even know it
I can't ever win
Am I invisible?
Should I let it go?
Will you ever know ?
Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
Am I invisible?
Don't you ever see?
What you do to me?
Breaking hearts in the dark so easily...
Invisible- Anna Clending
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And it doesn't even necessarily have to be any romantic kinda feeling either.
You just wanna be friends with that person. You wanna mean something , be somebody to them.
Because they just have a certain way with words. A very charming way indeed.
You don't mean much to them as much as some certain others do...and that hurts ...but still even a bit of attention from them makes you happy.
Fingers hovering over the keyboard , hesitating , waiting uncertainly before clicking on the send button...
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Little do you know
How I'm breakin' while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories
Little do you know
I'm tryin' to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know
I need a little more time
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Deep Thinking State of Mind...
Short Story"Here's to the kids who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone, who spend hours reading random quotes to find the right one, who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics means a lot and are relatable, who deserve so much...
