Sanhwa Oneshots

How Could I Forget 《A》

Summary: San and Seonghwa have broken up and San wants to forget about him, but he can't.
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Topic: Angst
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⚠️Warning⚠️
-may or may not be sad, so prepare some tissues, and a small trigger warning about mentions of suicide-
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This might be very short, because im running out of ideas.... sorry ):
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Also not proofread, sorry for any mistakes.
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San was currently curled up on the bed, the same song playing over and over, like a broken record.

He couldn't cry anymore really, so it was just silence and sniffles, with the music playing softly in the background.

He even contemplated about just killing himself, he even attempted to do it after everything that happened.

Even though none of it was his fault, he still blamed himself. He was lied to throughout their entire relationship, yet he still couldn't get over him.

He closed his eyes starting to slowly fall asleep.

***

It went on like this for a week everything in the house reminded him of Seonghwa.

He couldn't believe he lied and was seeing someone else behind his back.

It was nothing but pain for him.

He once again contemplated about it all.

"I just wasn't good enough..." he said to himself and went into the bathroom starring at himself again, as the memories played through his head.

***
2 years ago

"You'll love me forever right?" San asked while looking up at Seonghwa

"Of course" Seonghwa said and smiled showering San in kisses, holding him close as they watched movies ans cuddled all night.

They were so in love and inseparable.

They went on dates, had movie nights, stayed up all night and talked about anything and everything.

San loved Seonghwa with all his heart, and he even thought about one day marrying him.

They would talk about their future with kids and how many they'd have, what their names would be.

San didn't know where everything started going wrong, why Seonghwa didn't love him anymore.

3 months ago

"You're going out again tonight?" San asked, pouting a bit.

"Yea, I'm sorry Sannie, but I'll be back later on, promise" he said and kissed his forehead before leaving out once again.

San sighed being left alone once again for the tenth time in a row.

He watched TV till he got bored and ended up falling asleep while waiting on Seonghwa to get home.

It wasn't until five in the morning he heard the door opening which woke him up.

"Hwa?" He said sleepily while rubbing his eyes and looked at the time "Why're you home so late?" He asked