Summary: San is feeling a bit down, his insecurities getting to him again, Seonghwa was out and he didn't want to bother the other members, he just really wanted cuddles from his boyfriend.
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Topic: fluff
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Sorry for any mistakes, not edited
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He would normally go to wooyoung for cuddles whenever Seonghwa wasn't home, but he didn't want to be a bother since the younger was watching a movie with Mingi and Yunho.
He waddles around looking for someone else to maybe cuddle with since that's all he really wanted to make him feel better, but Yeosang was cooking and he didn't want to bother him, and Jongho was playing a game.
He would've joined, but again he didn't want to feel like a bother or a burden.
Hongjoong was out at the studio, so going to him was out of the question, and Seonghwa was out getting things they needed for the dorm.
He sighed and just went back to his room laying in the bed and cuddles his plushie sniffling. He wanted Seonghwa, but even if the older was home, he didn't want to bother him since this always happened.
He would read hate comments and feel bad about himself, like he wasn't doing enough and just mopped around.
He felt like he annoyed the others whenever he felt this way so it was best he just stayed in the room and try dealing with it on his own.
Which wasn't going well at all, he ended up crying himself to sleep.
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Seonghwa finally arrived home and Hongjoong.
"Oh you guys are back" Yunho said and waved.
"Hey" they both said, Seonghwa heading to the kitchen and putting the groceries away, while Hongjoong joined the others on the couch.
"Where's San?" Hongjoong asked.
"Now that you mentioned it, we noticed he was walking around earlier, but he didn't say anything to us then disappeared back into his room" Yeosang said.
Seonghwa stopped what he was doing and walked out the kitchen going to his and San's room to check on him.
He knocked on the door and opened it to see a sleeping San, but he could also tell the younger was crying.
He went over and got in the bed with him cuddling him.
San felt the dip in the bed and the arms wrapping around him, so he woke up a bit. "You're home..." he said sleepily.
"Yea, but are you okay?" Seonghwa asked concerned.
"I'm okay now that you're home..." he said and nuzzled into Seonghwa more.
"You wanna talk about it?" Seonghwa asked.
"It's the comments again... that's all.. I didn't want to be a bother since it always gets like this... so I just came in here." San said.
"Sannie... we all love you and think you're amazing, you're doing your best and giving your all that's all that matters." Seonghwa told him and gave him many kisses.
San smiled a bit and nuzzled into Seonghwa. "I love you" he said.
"I love you too sannie, and don't think you're a bother again okay, it's okay go to the others whenever you feel this way and I'm not home." Seonghwa told him.
San smiled and nodded "okay, I will next time."
"Good, now do you want ice cream?" Seonghwa asked
San nodded "ice cream please!" He said excitedly.
Seonghwa laughed a bit "lets go get some ice cream" he said.
This was pretty short, but hopefully it's oki and sorry for any mistakes, also I love this picture ♡-♡
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ФанфикJust some Sanhwa/Hwasan oneshots 🛑 boy×boy, don't like, don't read simple.🛑 🚨 THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION 🚨 ¡Slow updates! (Sorry) Not the world's greatest writer, my writing style changes a lot so sorry ahead of time if it gets cringe