Just some Sanhwa/Hwasan oneshots
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Not the world's greatest writer, my writing style changes a lot so sorry ahead of time if it gets cringe
Summary: Ateez has been really busy with their comback schedule lately, and San hasn't been able to keep up, so he contantly overworks himself. He tries to hide how exhausted he feels, and tried hiding the fact he wasn't eating much either, always saying he'd get something while he was out, but the others noticed and every time they tried to talk about it with him San would brush it off and say he was okay. It got to a point they had to get Seonghwa to speak with him. ● Topic: fluff ● Credit to nsyhjtjkkmjpkjfor the idea ● Enjoy! •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Ateez was currently taking a break after practicing for a good three hours, wanting everything to be just perfect for their fans.
San was sitting in a corner frustrated with himself, not understanding why he couldn't get the steps right, he's been yelled at about five or six times now for messing up so much.
He felt bad, like he was holding everyone up.
Once practice was over the others were getting ready to go home, except for san.
"You sure you'll be okay?" Wooyoung asked.
San nodded "don't worry i wont be too late" he smiled.
"You better not be or I'll come back her and drag your ass home" Hongjoong said.
"Says the one that rarely comes home" said Jongho.
"Whatever, any ways don't over due it okay?" Hongjoong said.
San nodded "got it" he said.
~ 3 hours later ~
San was panting on the floor, completely covered in sweat, his body aches, and the room felt like it was spinning, but he felt like he had the dance down finally.
He had about ten missed calls from Wooyoung and three from Seonghwa. He sighed eventually getting himself together and turned the lights off and started the walk home.
By the time he got home it was 1am, he quietly entered the dorm and went straight to his and Seonghwa's room, he hoped the older was asleep, and luckily he was.
San put his things up and grabbed pajamas and his things for the shower, going to get ready for bed, once again going to sleep without eating.
~~ 3 months later ~~
San kept up the longer practices and not eating to lose more weight for the comback, and it was finally the day they'd do their comback stage.
Hongjoong was worried about the younger, he looked extremely pale "sannie are you sure you're okay?" He asked.
San nodded and smiled "im fine don't worry" he said.
Hongjoong and the others never believed when San would say that, so they turned to thier last resort.
They all went to Seonghwa. "You have to talk to him. He looks like he'll pass out any minute" Yunho said.
"I've tried.... he avoids me.." Seonghwa said a bit sad. "You think I haven't noticed either, he won't eat, he's been pushing himself to the max, and he's being harsh on himself..." he said.
"He won't even listen to woo.." Yeosang added.
They all sighed and hoped for the best, knowing when San puts his mind to something, it's very hard to get him out of that mind set.
They had less than five minutes till they went on, they all kept checking on San, which he'd brush it off, and before they knew it, it was time to go on stage.
The performance went well, that was until they got off stage, San passed out and immediately people rushed to help him.
"SAN!" Seonghwa yelled and ran to be at his side
They took san to the hospital where he was treated and the others were finally able to go see him after a few hours.
"You should go first" the others told Seonghwa.
Seonghwa hesitated before nodding and going in the room. He felt horrible for not stepping up sooner or even trying to get San to rest, and eat. He sat down next to the younger's bed and held his hand.
San started to wake up looking around the room a bit confused. "How'd I get here?" He questioned outloud.
"You passed out.." Seonghwa spoke up after staying quiet for a bit.
San sighed "guess I worked a bit too hard.." he said.
"A bit." Seonghwa looked up at San a bit hurt and angry with him. "It was more than just a bit. You stayed in the practice room, and skipped so many meals! You wouldn't even talk to me, or the others! Do you know how worried we were, and still are about you?!"
San looks down feeling bad, having nothing to say. He couldn't be upset either because they had all rights to be angry with him, especially Seonghwa.
"Im sorry..." was all he said quietly.
"Why'd you do this?" Seonghwa asked "did someone say something to you? Or did you read something?" He asked him.
"I just... the dances were hard and I couldn't keep up with everyone... I didn't want to keep bothering yunho or woo, or even the teacher and I wanted to do well..." he said feeling bad now. "I'm sorry, especially for not just telling you guys what was bothering me.."
Seonghwa kissed his cheek and ran hia fingers through San's hair. "Just don't do this again okay... you really had all of us worried especially me..." he told him. "Even if you think it's something dumb and not a big deal or feel like you'll bother us, which you don't, still talk to me please... I wanna help you and so do the others" he said.
San smiled and gently caressed Seonghwa's cheek "how did I get so lucky to have such a caring boyfriend and friends?" He asked him.
Seonghwa nuzzles into San's hand smiling as well and soon the others came into the room interrupting their little moment.
"CHOI SAN WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST ASK FOR MORE HELP?! I WOULD'VE HELPED!" Wooyoung yelled at him.
San flinched a bit from the yelling and chuckled a bit "I'm sorry Woo, and im sorry everyone" he said.
"Just don't do all that again, we're more than willing to help you" Hongjoong told him.
San nodded and smiled "thank you guys, it really means a lot" he said.
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