Love?. Two Love Storys In One Book(not A Ship Between Them Both)

Chapter 42

Cohen's pov

I got up and for whatever reason felt energized. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I got dressed and went downstairs, I saw Marco arguing with Nyra. "why are you arguing with a 2-year old" i asked walking over to him "because she said Mulan is the best princess when its obviously Tiana" Marco said annoyed "No its Mulan dummy" Nyra said "Your both wrong the best is Moana" "NO ITS NOT DUMBASS ITS TIANA" Marco yelled "ok ok its Tiana" "Noooo" Nyra said starting to cry "no no no dont cryyyy" i said picking her up. "Did you guys eat yet" "no He wont give us food" "Marco why didnt you feed them" "Because when i came down here they were watching Mulan and thats when i said that Tiana is better. Then we started arguing"

i sighed and went to the kitchen. I grabbed them each a banana and gave it to them. " what do you wanna do today" I asked Marco "hmmmm Get this child out of me so  can go sky diving" "Thats not a option but you do have to go to the doctor today" "I'm not going" "you have to if you wanna know how long unil you can get the kid out of you" "You know you call him by his name if you have one" Mike said coming down the stairs "true" Marco said "You were the one who call him it first" i said meaning Marco "i can call him whatever i want, its your falut that he's in me" "I can't argue with that" "Ok can we leave now" "I thought you didnt wanna go" "shut up before i change my mind"

He went up to my room and changes before coming back downstairs and we left.

We went to the car and got in before I pulled off. "Soo have we settled on a name yet" I asked "Yep. Kyri but I wanna change the spelling" "How do you wanna spell it" "well his nickname can me Kai so it can start off as K-A-I" "ok then it can be K-a-i-r-i " "that's basic. Why not k-a-i-r-y-e" "so kairye. Thats sounds like it would be pronounced kai ray" "ok then k-a-i-r-e" "Your making this harder than it should be" "Fine then k-a-i-r-i" "Yay. Now c'mon"

We got out the car and went inside the hospital. We saw Tony and followed him to a room where we sat down.

"Are there any changes in his behavior " he asked. "Witch one. Marco has been arguing with 2-year olds and Kairi has apparently been kicking" I said "well Marco arguing with 2-year olds is just Marco being Marco. And i see you have a name for the baby, also Kicking is good" "Not for me. It feels weird" Marco said.

"Its gonna be like that the first few times. You'll get used to it" Tony said. "Ok we have a few more things to do then you can go home. I can tell Marco wanted to stay home" "He did then he didn't and now he does"  I said " shut up telling my business' Marco said. "Thats the whole point of a doctor" "then I wanna go home" "you have to wait"

He stuck his tounge out at me then got up. "Where are you going" I asked "to get a snack. I'm hungry" "ok"

He left the room then Tony gave me a look. "What?" I asked confused "I dont think your ready for this parenting thing" "what makes you say that" "Well first you seem to already be stressed about Marco and you have had many suicide attempts. When you have a child or children you can't just rely on drugs or medication to solve your stress.".

" I know, I'm just scared. I mean Im fifteen, a soon to be father, and I still live with my brother so anything I do I have to ask him before I do it. And the baby could have any type of disability or mental issue if thats how it works. Because me and Marco were both fucked up in the head. I would call it depression but I never went anywhere to make sure it was, And I know that I can't do or rely on drugs to solve my problems and I'm really trying to stop. I've been clean for a week and I know that once I go and clean out my stuff I'll see all or the drugs and want to take them. I can't just stop something I've been doing for a long time. And yea I'm stressed about Marco the most, I love him with all my heart and if anything were to happen to him I dont know what I would do. I'm just hoping that my anger doesnt make me like my parents"

"I know your scared and I hope you know he could just a abortion if your not ready." "I already tried, He's not doing it. And I'm not ready not at all, it was already a lot to take in at the beginning I just didnt show it. I know how to take care of kids its pretty simple to me because I take care of my neice and nephew since they were born. I know that once he's born nobodys gonna help me take care of him because its my job." "not really. If you took care of your brothers kids he should take care of yours. And yea you took care of your neice and nephew but its gonna be different. This child is gonna be YOUR responsibility YOU Decide what ge eats, wears, says, does, and once he's old enough what school he goes too. Its not gonna be as simple taking care of someone else's kids "

"yea I know that part. Im going to get used to taking care of him, well I have to because Marco wants a girl. Hes fine with a boy but he really wants a girl." "You mights wanna wait before all that" "thats what I'm planning to do but hes making it hard" "just resist the temptation." "No not like that, Its him. Hes forcing himself on me and I mean it feels good but its complicated." "What do you mean it feels good"

"Ok. He will sit on my spot then purposely move around because he knows I like that feeling. So by this point I would have a boner and then he teases me about it and it makes me just want to. So its like I want to do it but I know I can't" "Its not like you can't its that it might hurt him. It wouldn't feel as great to him. He might want to but once you do he will just be in pain" "Yeaa you can tell him that. He doesnt listen to what I say" "ok. You can go find him"

"Sounds good"

I got up from my seat and we t to the vending machine and Marco was eating snacks while sitting on the floor.

"Why didnt you just go back to the room" i asked helping him up "I was eating and I didnt wanna interrupt you guys" "Baby you could have just came back and joined our conversation. We were just talking about the future" "Oh. Ok then" "and Tony has to tell you something" "whattt" "if I tell you you won't listen" "true"

We went back to the room and Marco had to get on the bed this time.

"Ok first things first. You are not allowed to have sexual activity while your pregnant" Tony said "whyyyy" Marco said pouting. "Its for your own good. If you were to it would just hurt, you would only feel pain" "I dont care" "I tried to tell you"

We did the rest of the appointment then went home.

"Can we watch a movie" Marco asked "yeah"

We went up to my room and he chose the movie Princess and the frog. He pressed play then laid between my legs.