Love?. Two Love Storys In One Book(not A Ship Between Them Both)

Chapter 50✨

Cohens pov

When we got done at the park we went home and I went up to my room.

Once Marco came up he looked stressed.

"What's wrong baby?" I asked as he sat down on my lap. "I think she was mad. Did she look mad? She probably doesnt believe that hes ours. Maybe we show shouldn't have went in the first place. I-" but I cut him off by turning him around so he was facing me.

(So like this but he was closer up)

"Baby please calm down. Its not good to be this stressed" I said as we put our heads together. "I know Its not good but I need to get the words out of my head somehow and your the only person I can talk to about things like that" he said.

"I know that baby, but try a different way of getting the words out. Like writing them In a book then once you finish it you could burn it" "wow this is the first time you told me to do something dangerous" "and its also the last"

He looked into my eyes and we staired at each other until he said "Could I top you?" "No" "why?" "because I'm not a bottom or a switch. So I'm top and I dont actually know what you are" "meanie" "I'm not being mean. I'm saying I just can't bottom"

"Just one time...please" "No Marco". "pleaseeeeee" "Marco I said no" "your so mean"

I got up and went downstairs. I sat down next to Vallyk at the island. "You seem mad" he said. "Thats because I am dumbass" "And why is that"

"Cohen won't let me top" "well hes not a bottom" "and how would you know that"

"You can tell by someone's personality. Like take Derek for example, hes defiantly a bottom. Or Mike, he would be a switch depending on if hes with a girl or boy. And for Jiggy, he is obviously a bottom"

"But I want him to let me top just one time. He always does"  "its not that easy to be something your not. He can't just become a bottom because someone told him to" "ugghhh your no help"

I went back up to Cohens room and sat on his bed. "Why won't you bottom" "I have my reasons"  "then tell me" "No thanks" "we shouldn't keep secrets from each other. It causes toxicity" "I hope you know that we're already pretty toxic" "ok true. Thats just because your a butthead but anyways. We never keep secrets from each other so why start now"

"I'm not trying to keep a secret I just dont feel comfortable saying why I dont bottom" "But I'm your boyfriend. Any other top would just do it once just to try it" "so now I'm any other top". "No not like that but...I just wanna top one time. Just to know what you feel and so you can know what I feel. It would be a fun experience"  "Not really. I'm not doing that"

"But why" "you keep asking that and you keep getting the same answer"  "Can you please just tell me why" "No Marco" "please" "No" "PLEASEEEEEE" "Marco I keep telling you no" "but say yes" "No" "please" "I KEEP SAYING NO. DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW TO LISTEN" "DONT YELL AT ME" I said as a tear fell. It scares me when he yells and whenever he does I immediately start crying

"I'll yell at who I want to" "Can you please just tell me"

"FINE IF YOU WANNA KNOW SO BADLY. ITS BEACUSE IT REMINDS ME OF WHAT MY PARENTS WOULD DO TO ME OK?" He said with tears I his eyes.

He got up and left the room slamming the door. "What did I do" I said as more tears fell from my eyes.

I got up abd ran downstairs to look for Cohen.

"Wh-" I was cut off by Vallyk. "He just left" "ok, thanks" "Just doing my Job"

I quickly ran upstairs and put on one of Cohens hoodies and some shoes before going back downstairs and leaving.

I pretty much knew where he would be so I calmed down a bit. It was dark outside but my phone was charged enough if something happend.

I was walking to where I believed he would be but saw the street was cut off so I had to take the ally way.

"What do we got here" some old guy said as I walked in the ally.

"Oooo we got us a little boy this time" a different guy said. I was stressed but mad and these guys were getting on my nerves sooooo....

"Ok first of all back off, second I have a boyfriend so you really need to back up because all his brothers will gladly beat both of your asses. Third, I will do whatever ut takes to make sure that you dont have any other children with you at the moment, yes I did realize you said this time. Fourth, ive been raped before so I know how to get out of it. And fifth, I'm a teenager therefore I always have my phone on me. Also meaning that this whole coversation was recorded and you will be arrested by next week. Goodbye have a nice night"

I walked straight out of the ally and I was where I needed to be. The shed.

I saw the light was on so i knew Cohen was in there.

I went up to the door and went inside and just as I said I saw Cohen watching tv while smoking

"Baby....." I said shutting the door and walking over to him. "What do you want. And why did you go through the ally when I always tell you not to"  he said.

"I thought I told you to stop smoking" "you did, and so did I for a while"  "I don't mean for a while, I mean forever. I stopped like last year because you wanted me to. Now I'm telling you to stop but your not". " I dont have to listen to you"

"Fine then. Im gonna break up with you" "No your not" "I know I'm not but I dont have to listen to you" "ok now your just being a bitch"  "I'm not being a bitch. I'm telling you what your saying but in different words"

"You know what. I dont care if you do break up with me. Do it, I dare you"  "what do you mean you dont care. If it went for me you wouldn't have a son. Or a life, you would have been dead by now". " Well Maybe I was supposed to be that way in the first place"

"No it wasn't. Stop talking like that" I said as I started crying. "I DONT HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU! GET THAT SHIT IN YOUT HEAD" I flinched when he yelled at me. 

He sighed then opened his arms signalling me to sit with him. I slowly went over and sat on his lap

"I'm sorry" he said. "I just dont like talking or being reminded about my past" "I k-know but I d-didnt know it was about y-your past. I-if I did I would h-have stopped asking"  "I know. In sorry again. We should get home before Mike gets mad" "ok"

He wiped my tears then we cleaned up a bit before leaving.

We went through the ally again and Cohen made sure he held me tight.

"Oooooo the feisty one is back" said the same dude from last time. "His boyfriend is here this time" said Cohen.

They stopped talking then me And Cohen walked home. We went inside and Vallyk was still on the couch.

"You guys are so toxic" he said. "We know" Cohen said.

We went upstairs and changed into our pajamas before he put on a movie and we layed down.

"So....I'll never get to top" I asked.  "One day. Not soon but whenever I get over it." "Ok thanks daddy" "so I'm daddy now" "yep. Thats your new name"

"So can you scream my name tomarrow night" "maybe. Maybe not, the future will decide"

Didnt proofread😓 sorry papi.