Love?. Two Love Storys In One Book(not A Ship Between Them Both)

Chapter 48

Marcos pov

C- Cohen
M-Marco

M- what.

C- ok stop with the attitude.

M- I didn't have a fucking attitude. All I said was what.

C- whatever. Nia wants to know if Kaden had a bath

M- yes he did

C- ok and she also said that he can't have snacks after ten

M- ok ok I know how to babysit a child

C- you can't even take care of your own child

M- fuck you

C- wait I didnt mea-

~call ends~

"You ok?" Kadennasked walking into the kitchen. "Not really." "Why" "Cohens being an asshole" "asshole?" "Don't say asshole. Say butthole" "Why is coco being a butthole"  "because that's what happens when you get a boy or girlfriend. You argue and get mad at each other. You say things you dont always mean but you can't take the words back"

"So coco is mad at you" "yep. But let's not talk about that, let's just watch the movie" "ok"

I grabbed some of the candy that we had and brought it to the couch along with Kaden. We sat down and I put the candy in between us before putting the movie on.

About half way through the movie the door opened and Cohen came inside.

"Marco I really didn't mean what I said" he said walking over to me. "Leave me alone" I said trying not to look at him

"Dude so your just gonna get mad over some stupid shit" "first, I'm not your dude I an your boyfriend and you should start treating me as I am. Second you can't just take back what you said because if its anyone's fault it's yours.  And third, its raining so leave your shoes by the door so you dont have mud tracks through the house"

"How am I not treating you like my boyfriend. I'm the best you've got and will ever have" "yea thats true. But you keep calling me bro when you know I dont like that, you yelled at me and didnt even apologize, and you just left me with a three year old TWICE today"

"Um, you walked away I didnt leave you" "and a real boyfriend's would have followed me" "you fucking bitch" was the last thing he said before going upstairs.

"Why is Coco acting like daddy" Kaden asked. "He-....uhm. Well hes not acting like Mike hes just mad" "but when my daddy is mad he yells at me" "well Cohen isn't always mad, hes only mad because he doesnt want other boys talking to me". " but I'm a boy" "I mean like the one who gave us our food." "Oh"

We finished the movie and Kaden looked tired so I told him yo go up to his room and get to bed so thats what he did.

I cleaned up the mess we had before going up to Cohens room. He was on his phone while sitting on his bed so I just grabbed a few blankets and went back downstairs.

I layed down on the couch before I saw Cohen come downstairs.

"Go up to the bed" he said. And I just ignored him. "Just because your mad doesnt mean you shouldn't sleep comfortably. I'll even sleep on the couch if thats what you want. You won't get much sleep if your on the couch" "and why is that"

"Its uncomfortable and when Kaden waked up he likes to watch tv. So you go upstairs and I'll sleep down here if that makes you happy"  "since when did you care if Im happy" "You told me to start treating you as my boyfriend so thats what I'm doing. Now go upstairs to bed."

I got up and went upstairs to his room and layed down. I saw his phone was still there so I went on it and saw he was texting a group chat.

From what I saw it had Jiggy, Mike, and Derek in it and they were talking about relationship advice.

Well it started with Mike telling Jiggy to go home, then Cohen said I was mad at him so they were trying to figure out how to get me to stop being mad. Then Cohen said he had to go.

I went on tik tok for a while then Cohen came upstairs.

"Can I have my phone or are you on it" he said. "When did you start caring. Usually you would just say you wanted it and walk away"  "because I saw you were on it and though by you might wanna keep it for now"  "I know thats not why. Tell me the truth"

"Fine. I know you won't take my apology about what I said on the phone so I was just gonna be nice and see if that would put me in a better place. But it doesnt seem to be working".

" thats because I'm stubborn. and if you wanted me to accept your apology then you could have just really ment that sorry. You only said sorry because you wanted me to talk to you, you should have said sorry for calling me a bad parent. I know I'm a bad parent and I'm a teenager so its hard to be a good one but I'm trying my hardest. I will mess up and so will you but you can't put that against me because I took care of Kaden all day. Its hard taking care of a newborn."

"I know its hard and I know you don't wanna do it all alone. Thats why I'm here, I stormed off earlier because I was mad. Honestly I'm more scared then I am mad."  "Why are you scared.?" "Im scared I'm gonna loose you. Then I'll have to do co-parenting and I want Jordan to grow up with both parents. And for my purposes, if I loose you I loose myself then I'll go back to the old me"

"Your not gonna loose me, ever. I know you getad sometimes and dont mean what you say. But the words still hurt" "I'm sorry for saying that. I'm just sorry for everything ive done to hurt you"

"You never hurt me. You just make me feel bad about myself" .

"Marco I do hurt you. I hurt everyone I talk to or even if I know you I hurt you. I dont always know why I just end up pushing them away or just existing. I know it feels like shit to be hurt ive been hurt for the majority of my life and that why I became who I was. But you fixed me and I dont know how you did but it worked and I dont want you to go away because that would hurt me and this time you won't be there to fix me. I try my hardest to make sure everyone if happy even if that takes something away from me but I dont always succeed in that. Its hard to live in a life that it feels like everything is going to end every second that you do something wrong.  Its like everything is slowly dying and you know your next unless someone saves you.

You did so much for me and you don't even know it. I love you with all my life and if I have to I would die for you. Even if you ever leave me I would still do anything for you because I love you" 

"I love you too" he came over and hugged me as he layed in the bed.  "You should get some sleep. You haven't slept in a day or two" he said and I laughed a little.  "You need sleep too" "fine. Scoot over"

I scooched over and he cuddled up to me and we both soon fell asleep.

A/n ok I know I said I was gonna post this last night but I fell asleep💀. Anyways I didnt proofread and happy easter😀