estrange ✶ huening kai

q & a.

QUESTIONS FOR THE AUTHOR:

"what motivates you to write fanfics? (you're so talented huhuhu<3)"

well, firstly, thank you so much!! and secondly, i don't know if anything directly "motivates" me, i just have a really intense love for creating stories. ever since i was young, i've had a really vivid imagination, and i could create and imagine an entire world in my head just by hearing a certain word or looking at certain objects. creating stories just comes very naturally to me. writing also is something i do to help myself relax. basically, to put it short, sunny is not sunny without writing.

"i love your fanfics so much like idek how to explain it in words but they always make me feel some sort of way...? like [keyboard smash] i love them sm"

thank you so much!! it makes me so happy to hear that you all enjoy the things i enjoy writing :( <3

"how did you find a writing style that suits you?"

it was a lot of trial and error. i just kept writing and then eventually it all fell into the flow of things. however i never really thought or noticed i have my own style of writing.. do i actually?? i just write and it ends up how it does lol

"why would you do this to me, i was really hoping for a happier ending (though i do like that she ended up w tae)"

from the start of the story, though it's written as a huening kai fic, i never intended for sora to end up with kai. i wanted this book to be sad, as i felt it would have more impact. i'm also a sucker for sad books :p most of my completed works are happy and fluffier so i wanted to do something different this time!! buuuut if you like happier endings, then i suggest reading gleam and shedding water as both those books would probably be a bit more your taste :)

"so like when you gonna play genshin w me"

never, leave me alone and e ion wanna get addicted like you 💆🏽‍♀️

QUESTIONS FOR IZUMI SORA:

"miss girl how did you get hanahaki if kai liked you?"

well.. i was unaware that the feelings were reciprocated. it's not like he was very outward about how he felt. i wasn't either. things just ended up that way, i guess.

"how come you never made the effort to become friends with her again?"

i'm guessing you're talking about yuna. well, after she pulled the whole "writing a fake note from kai to get you to see he doesn't want you" fiasco, things didn't feel right between us. even if she felt betrayed by my feelings, which i completely understand, the fact lies in the matter that i was her friend before kai was her crush. and she put my life in danger just to i guess "assert her dominance" in a way? i don't know.. i just know that things could never go back to how they were before, and i'm not sure i'd even want them to.

"miss girl drop taehyun n be my bestie !! no jk but what made you major in medicine?"

the author told me she's the only one who can be your bestie so i better get in line. and i majored in medicine because.. well, i've been sick my whole life, basically. having lung problems early on, which caused many problems as i got older, to even getting hanahaki. my doctors helped me as much as they could, so i guess it inspired me in a way. i want to help others like they helped me.

QUESTIONS FOR HUENING KAI:

"why didn't you confess to sora?"

i want to know the same thing. why didn't i confess to sora? i guess it's because i was scared. i didn't know she liked me, even if it was obvious to others. when you like someone, you're to blinded by how much you like them to see whether or not they like you, too. but what if i had? would it be me who she's with now? would things be different?

QUESTIONS FOR KANG TAEHYUN:

"congrats! how's life?"

it's great. i never would've seen myself here, but now i am, and i couldn't be more thankful.

"when are you proposing hmm?"

ahem.. isn't that a bit personal? but, if you must know.. soon. i hope to do it soon.

"how did y'all get together?"

after her surgery, sora remembered how i confessed to her.. and now that she was capable of loving someone else, i guess she saw me in sort of a new light. a year after her surgery she told me she was willing to try us out, and now here we are.

"CONGRATS ON GETTING THE GIRL LOLOL"

thank you. :)

QUESTIONS FOR SHIN YUNA:

"were you really sorry or did you just ask for forgiveness because sora got the surgery?"

i really regret the way i acted. i was selfish and let my jealousy take over me. things with kai ended up not working out in the end, and, because of my actions, i also lost my best friend. if i could go back and change things, i would. i'd do anything just to get my best friend back.

QUESTIONS FOR CHOI BEOMGYU:

"how was the internet cafe?"

it sucked. jeongin completely crumbled under pressure and i had to carry our entire team. he'll probably say some stupid excuse like, "my keys got stuck so i couldn't fight." talk about lame.

QUESTIONS FOR YANG JEONGIN:

"how was the internet cafe?"

complete ass. my keys got stuck so i couldn't fight, and we ended up losing. beomgyu, of course, couldn't do it without my superb gaming skills.

QUESTIONS FOR BANG YEDAM:

"did you know that i love you and you're like the bestest friend anyone could ever have????"

thank you :) i really appreciate hearing that. i try my best to be there for everyone.