Step 12. Have a news reporter mock your loneliness

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Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes?
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you
- one direction (night changes)

Does it ever drive you crazyJust how fast the night changes?Everything that you've ever dreamed ofDisappearing when you wake upBut there's nothing to be afraid ofEven when the night changesIt will never change me and you- one direction (night chan...

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Karlissa Smith
31 December
I ended the call with Delilah and Niall somewhere near 6:30. I kind of crashed their whole date so I feel bad. but it's Delilah's fault, she should have told me.

I was bored so I decided to text lev. he said he hated parties so I don't think he'll be mad at me for texting him

i grab my phone and start texting him.

me- having fun at the ball? ;)

I don't expect him to reply instantly

levy- well I'm not there yet. do you need a ride back?

My heart swooned.

me- nope. I'm already back. I stopped by to get snacks for myself

levy- save me some. I'll be there by midnight.

I laugh

me- I'll try no promises. will Aiza and Armaan be at the ball too? arent their family rich too?

i have been talking to Aiza every day and she's really fun. I plan on introducing her to Delilah

levy- they are but they don't normally attend things like these so I don't know.

me- if they are tell them I said hi

levy- will do. listen I gotta go before my dad flips out. see you in a couple of hours.

my heart flutters. maybe Niall was right. maybe just a little right...........

I start typing 'can't wait to see you' then I decide against it.

'see you soon no!

'miss you' no I sound like a clingy girlfriend!

ughhhhhhh

I take a deep breathe and start typing again

me- ok bye. have fun and maybe sneak me some food:)

great, it's sweet and funny. perfect

 perfect

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