Now or Never

Chapter 2: Bestfriend

I woke up with this tingling sensation on my neck, i look around and realized i fell asleep in the couch.I have nothing to do since it's Saturday, my day off.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed a carton of milk in my fridge and cereal from the pantry.

I scrolled through Twitter while I ate my breakfast. I came across Clay's tweet. 'Having fun with the girls!'.

I sighed. Yes, he is a Chad, and yes i have a crush on him. Why? I don't even know why i have a crush on him. It's so clear that i have no chance on him, he likes girls, and obviously straight.

I sighed at the thought, like why do i even have a crush on him? Like why? So maybe i have motivation for school? Yeah, I think that's it.

I look out of the window opposite to the island I'm on and admired the beauty of morning sun. The way it fills my whole kitchen-living room with it's warm streaks of sunlight. I saw a mama bird taking care of it's babies. I kinda felt jealous. I wish my mum could take care of me, but I know it's for the best.

I zoned out from my day dream and I finished eating. I looked at the white counter top and saw some milk drips on it, I groaned from frustration and went to grab a cloth and cleaned the white counter top.

I suddenly heard the doorbell ring. 'Oh! It's probably him'. I said in my mind. I went to the front door, and as I opened the door, arms are suddenly around me. "Hey! I missed you dude!'. The guy said.

"I literally just skipped school for a day?, you're so clingy Nick" I scoffed, waving my hand and being sarcastic, trying to piss Sapnap off.

"If you call me Nick again, we're gonna have issues" he glared, but in a joking way.

"Okay Sapnap". I rolled my eyes, and oh! You're probably wondering who's Sapnap?

Well he's my only childhood best friend. He's been visiting me every Saturday ever since that accident happened.

I loved Sapnap so much. He's so nice to me and I'm nice to him. Like obviously.

Sapnap's has the best mom and dad, but his siblings? Ehh they're okay. Sapnap is only that one person that knows about my sexuality.

I haven't come out yet since there's a lot of people that hate people like me, so I'm a bit scared about it.

He's not that smart friend though. I always do the homework's and he does nothing to help.

Sapnap is the only person in my life right now so I completely treasure our friendship. He's been there every time I'm down even though he's not pretty good at comforting people, but I still like him, and I'm also there for him every time he's feeling down.

Sometimes he annoys me but it's not that deep. Sometimes we have some quarrels and ignores each other for a day and in a blink of an eye, we're suddenly laughing at one's joke.

Even though sometimes we tease each other we still love each other, platonically! I'm really thankful for everything he's done to me.

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"So why are you here Sapnap?" I asked.

"We literally hang out every Saturday" he said.

"Wait? Are you okay?" He said, voice laced with confusion.

"What are talking about Snapmap?" I giggled. "Just come in".

Sapnap stepped into the house and made his way through the couch. I told him to wait a minute because i need to shower. I quickly rushed into the bathroom and I went into a warm shower and brushed my teeth. When I was done, I went into my bedroom and I quickly changed into my favorite oversized periwinkle hoodie and skinny jeans. It when all the way down into my torso and the long arms gave me sweater paws.

I made my way to the living room to see Sapnap scrolling through his phone.

"Dude this guy is taking all the bitches!" He pouted.

As soon as he said I already knew who he was talking about. Guy? Bitch? In the same sentence? Ahh, good 'ol Clay.

"We need to do something!" He said while aggressively shaking my shoulder.

"No, you do something, I don't care" I said,rolling my eyes. "I don't want no bitches, I want to be those bitches" I scoffed, emphasizing the word 'be'. Yes, I am very gay.

Sapnap was taken a back. "Okay dude chill out" he said.

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Time passed by as we watched some movies. Not horror movies, I don't want Sapnap to cling on me every time there's a jump-scare.

We were chilling but suddenly i heard someone shouting 'Why are you running?!' Over and over and Sapnap took his phone out of his pocket.

"Give me a minute my mom's calling " I nodded and he went outside.

'What a weird ringtone' I mumbled to myself.

It's not that long until he came back. He said that his mom needs help because apparently his sister got into a bike accident.

So we said goodbye's and take care's to each other and continued with my night.

I decided to play Minecraft to waste my time. I played on hypixel playing bedwars with players and toxic players.

I met this one minecraft player named Badboyhalo. Huh? What a weird username. He was pretty good but I'm better, as always.

So we fought and I defeated him, of course. He said that I'm a really good player and we added each other in Minecraft so we can play more.

It's been three(3) hours and as i was done playing, i got really bored and since I don't have anything else to do. I clicked the control button, the shift button, and the letter N button.

And I did, some things.

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