Now or Never

Chapter 12: Doubts

Two(2) Years Later, Clay and I are thankfully in a healthy relationship, at least that's what I thought. Clay had been really nice to me since that incident happened.

Today Clay's gonna surprise me, again.

"Gogy, you ready?" He smiled at me and snaked his hands around my back and rested his hand on my waist.

I sighed. "Yeah"

To be honest I actually feel really bad for Clay, he's the one who's always surprising me. I haven't even surprised him once. I feel like I'm a burden for him because he always spend his money on me.

Once happened, he surprised me and he said that he would take me to shopping and he bought everything I want, but I bought him some clothes too because, well I felt bad. I don't know how to get back at him. Should I take him to a date? Or a date is already too much? I have no idea. Maybe I'll let him do whatever he want for a day? Yeah that one is cool. I'll do that later-

I was zoned back to the world because of Clay asking if I'm okay.

"Yeah I'm okay" I said trying to fake a smile.

"Are you sure? You zoned out" He worryingly ask.

I sighed before saying,

"I just feel bad, y'know?" looking down at my shoes.

"No don't feel bad, are you sure you're okay?" He touch my forehead with the back of his hand. I giggled from him worrying too much. I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers. Letting the heat transfer from his to mine.

"I just feel bad for you. You're the only one that is always surprising me. You spend my money on me. I don't know how to get back at you, but I have an idea on my mind, so don't worry. But I'll hope you'll like it though" I smiled sheepishly and looked at our hands too embarrassed to look at him in the eyes.

He sniffed. "Aww, gogy~" He cooed and trying to cheer me up. "That's really nice of you!" He hugged me. I melted into his touch, inhaling his sweet scent.

"George, look at me" I shooked my head as response. "Why?" He ask with his comforting soft voice, laced with sadness and worry.

"Too embarrassed" I responded but it came out more of a question. I heard him sigh. I started having doubts if he still loves me.

"Are you tired of me?" I sadly said with teary eyes, still not looking at him.

"What makes you think that?" He ask voice breaking a little bit.

"You sighed, it means that you're tired of me" I saw a tear drop into our intertwined hands and started to loosen my grip as my strength was taken out of me but Clay grabbed my hands back with his right hand.

He slide his finger onto my cheek and towards my chin. He lifted my chin up making me look at him in the eyes.

"No, George I will never be tired of you. I love you and that's all that matters. I sighed because it hurts me, the things you say about yourself. I love you, George and I will never ever leave you" he smiled at me and kissed me. I kissed back tears still coming out of my irises.

"It's okay, Clay I'm gonna surprise you soon" He smiled at me and wiped my tears away.

"You ready?" I sniffed and nodded my head, heavily.

We walked to his car, fingers still intertwined. We walked in comfortable silence, appreciating each others body heat.

When we arrived at the car, he opened the car door for me and bowed like I'm some type of person with royal blood and he's my prince charming. I smiled and blushed at his action, thanking him.