My One and Only

Confrazzled

{sorry this update took a while, I've been busy with sports and school XD but here's chapter 4! }

We walked down the street and found ourselves on the edge of the city. There were many shops and stores as well as a plethora of restaurants. I lead the way to the French one called Chic Français.

"Well here we are madam," I said smiling and opening the glass door for Cecile.

"Why thank you sir." She gave a bow and held the next door for me.

We both walked up to the host standing at the desk.

"Hello, table for two, please?" I said.

The host looked at us with gleaming eyes,"Ah yes, young love! let me see if we have any beautiful tables for this beautiful couple!" the man said with a funny French accent.

Cecile and I kind of stood there and blushed. I was thinking of saying we weren't actually together, but the man left too quickly.

"Well...that was kind of weird," Cecile chuckled.

I chuckled as well, "yeah maybe we'll get 'couple perks'."

We both laughed a little and then the man came back.

"Ah yes, we have the perfect place for you two lovers," he took two menus and began to walk. We followed, looking around the fancy restaurant. It was amazing.

"Not as amazing as our anniversary yadonushi." I could feel Bakura's murderous smirk in the back of my mind. "Don't forget I'm still here," he huffed.

I decided to ignore him. I'll probably regret that later.

"Here we are. Bon appetít!" he placed the menus on our table. I sat down and took a good look at our surroundings.

It was beautiful. We were seated next to a huge window over looking the city. It was getting dark and the lights of the buildings were getting a little brighter every minute.

"Wow, this is amazing." Cecile placed her head on her hands and stared out the window. She looked so beautiful under these lights. Her green eyes glistened with the reflection of the beams from outside.

"Excuse me Cecile I think I need to use the bathroom, I'll be right back," I told her.

"Oh, okay Ryou, would you like me to order you a drink?"

"Sure." I smiled and made my way to the restroom.

"Ryou, I think it's my turn again. I'll release you when I feel it is time."

"Wait what?! Bakura no! Please!"
But I was too late. I was sitting in my soulroom watching from the sidelines once again.

~Bakura's P.O.V.~

I can't believe Ryou just ignored me like that...does he even care about me anymore? I thought..I thought we had something special...

I returned to the table.

"Welcome back," the girl sitting across from me said. "I got you a pink lemonade."

...I love pink lemonade. But she couldn't have known that, she doesn't even know me.

"Uh..thanks," I gave her a fake smile.

"You must have had quite a journey, your hair is a little more messy than before," she giggled. "You almost look like a kitty."

"Guh, do not!" I hate when people say that. "I am not a kitty," I grumbled.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you." She looked at me with this look, I couldn't shake it.

'Ugh. You hate this girl remember? Don't let her face get to you,' I thought to myself.

"It's fine." What?! no it's not fine! why in the bloody hell would I say that it was fine?!

"So Ryou, what do you like to do in your free time?" She gazed at me again.

"Well, I like to take long walks in the park and kiss my girlfriend full on the lips." I end with a smirk.

"Ooh, how scandalous. I would never have known you were one for such romance," she giggled and took a sip of her water.

"What about you? what do you do in your bloody spare time?" I said, leaning back in my chair still smirking.

"Well, not this to be honest, I haven't been in a restaurant since...I don't even know how long. It's nice," she smiled at me, "thank you for doing this, it means a lot."

Now I am just confused. I myself have just met this girl, and something...something seems strange...strange in a good way, though. I can't wrap my mind around it. I have only felt this way with Ryou and now.. I'm feeling it with Cecile. I don't understand it.

"So..do you know what you would like?" I say tapping my fingers on my menu.

"I'm just going to have the escargots, I've never had it before."

"Hmm..you know come to think of it I've never had that either. why don't we share an entrée?" I suggested. Why am I suggesting things? I'm supposed to be mean right now.

"Sure, sounds lovely." She smiled at me again.

I can't take this anymore.

"Excuse me, I seem to have left my wallet in the bathroom. I'll be back."

She chuckled, "okay ill order if you don't make it back in time."

I made my way to the restroom and told Ryou to come back to his body.

"What are you doing Bakura? You keep saying you're going to do something and then, not even 10 minutes later you want to switch again. This isn't like you, are you okay?" Ryou asked me concernedly.

"Yes. I am fine. I'm just a bit tired."

"You're tired? try getting switched around back and forth all the time. Do you know how off my sleep is?!"

"I don't care. Just go before I change my mind."

"Ugh Bakura, sometimes you just get me so angry and-"

"What was that?"

"Guh..n-nothing."

And with that, I was back in my soulroom thinking about my feelings for these two amazing people. I can't remember the last time I felt this conflicted. It's quite annoying actually.

~Ryou's P.O.V.~

I just can't believe him right now! I'm getting sick of this indecisiveness. It's exhausting switching back and forth from my mind and to reality, it truly is.

I rushed back to the table and gave Cecile a smile.

"I'm back"

"Did you get your wallet?"

"My whaa..?"

She giggled, "the thing that holds your money that you said you left in the bathroom? Did you get it?"

"Oh..uh..yes..? Yes I did."

That was close. But I mean..I can't keep doing this. If she's going to stay at my apartment, she's going to have to know who Bakura is. I can't just have him floating around the house and her not knowing who it is. I'll just tell her after dinner I guess.

"Lè escargots Monsieur."

"I LOVE ESCARGOTS CECILE!"

"What...I thought you said you've never had it."

I blushed. "Oh did I?" With every word I was talking faster, "I guess I just forgot what it was for a moment I mean you never really know with these French foods and all and it's just oh look you got me a pink lemonade too how thoughtful thank you Cecile." I finally ended my sentence and put my chin and my hand and smiled.

Life is so confusing.