the sunrise and your sins

𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃

Osiris Idona Reine

MOST VIOLENT PATIENT

MIDNIGHT MEADOW PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL

"I hope you burn in the deepest depths of hell, you motherfuckers!" I yell as multiple security guards attempt to pull me down the hallway, away from Arny, away from my cell.

I wriggled as much as I could under their grips, kicking, punching, and fighting to escape the hands that carried away. They didn't loosen their grip on me, instead gripping onto my body and my blood-stained gown harder. I knew that once they let go of me, none of them would survive; I would kill them with my bare hands, their blood would be added to my already stained gown. I was shaking with anger; how dare they touch me in this way, so foul and so abusive.

Rip out their voice boxes so nobody can hear them scream.

The voices boomed in my head, my brain boiling more than my body. I couldn't see straight. I couldn't hear anything around me. I felt nothing but anger, only seeing the colour red, only hearing the blood being pumped throughout my body. My body threw itself this way and that, kicking and punching more than before. I managed to get one guard off of me, by kicking him in the ribs, both winding him and breaking several of them. He screamed in pain, my left leg free for a few moments before it was quickly replaced by another pair of hands.

I was thrown into a cold metal chair, with all my might I tried to refuse. My arms and legs thrust uncontrollably as I tried to stop them from pinning me down. But try as I might, I could not escape the many pairs of hands that pinned me down, eventually, they succeeded in getting me into the chair. First, my arms were pinned down with some thick leather straps, I tugged on them as hard as I could but they wouldn't budge. Then, my legs were pinned down with the same leather straps, I wriggled my legs more, but the guards just tightened the straps even more. I was stuck to the chair, and there was nothing that I could do, except sit there, helpless.

In front of me stood the recognisable male nurse, along with my very mean-looking security guard. To the sides of me were two more female nurses, I'd never seen either of these women before. They were both short, ugly women. One of them was built like a man. Even with their medical masks covering their faces, they were still unbearable to look at.

"Miss Reine. It is apparent to me that you have a slight anger problem. Is that correct?" The male nurse asked me.

I must have looked insane to everyone in the room. My hair was unwashed, unbrushed, and covered with blood, dirt, and sweat. I was looking up at the two men in front of me through the gaps in the strands of hair with a savage expression, a demonic smile on my lips. I had never wanted to remove a man's head from his shoulders so much.

"Arny and I had a slight disagreement. Nothing major." I growl, "I was calm, that was until your team of bulldozers came in and pulled me away from him."

"You were calm?" He asked, shocked at my choice of words. "Who, or what managed to do that?"

"Arny."

The nurse circled me, pacing around my seat slowly. He looked at the people in the room, all of them with confused expressions on their faces. He stopped behind me for a second, before continuing his circular motion around me, as he came to the front of me again, he was rubbing his chin. It was as though he was making an important decision about something. At the same time, I continued to remove my limbs from the restraints, but it was no use, the restraints were not budging even so, I continued to struggle against them. After a short while, he stopped directly in front of me, placing one hand on either side of my face on the back of the metal chair. The nurse then bought his face close to mine, his face expressionless.

"Oh, Osiris, you're so crazy, it's hard for me to believe anything you're saying. You were going to kill that man, just like you killed the nurses. But Arny was too strong for you, too overpowering. He stopped you before you got a chance to kill him. Wasn't he?" The nurse whispered menacingly.

"Believe what you want." I shrugged my shoulders, my attitude had died down, I'd even begun to stop struggling against the restraints; I was in a state where I couldn't be bothered to argue with that pathetic excuse for a man that stood before me.

"Don't be mistaken, I don't blame you entirely for the whole incident. Just a small proportion. Arny has a bad habit of winding up cellmates. Why do you think he doesn't have one? Hm? He said something to you, didn't he? Tell me Osiris. What did he say to you?" He bought his face even closer to mine, his hot breath tickling my lips. I turned away, unable to look at this man any longer.

The irritating whispering pushed me over the edge, his breath smelled like stale coffee and it made my eyes water at the thought alone. The nurse got closer still, our lips almost touching.

"I'm sure we can come to some kind of arrangement, and I'll let the whole thing slide." He continued. He moved his head to the side of my face and licked from my jaw to my temple.

I was completely disgusted at the thought of him laying his hands on me. It took all the energy left in my body to muster what little moisture was left in my mouth. I managed to create a little puddle of spit and sprayed it at the nurse, hitting him in the eye. His eyes shut tightly. A smirk appeared on my face as he pulled away from me, removing my saliva with his thumb. The nurse then turned to me and mumbled something to the guard, who just nodded. The male nurse then turned around to face me.

"Put her down." He commanded, exiting the room.

I was confused by his command, until the guard lunged at me, pressing my shoulders down into the back of the chair. I started to scream at the top of my lungs, wriggling once again, trying to escape. I had no idea what was going to happen to me, and for the first time in my life, I was scared.

My head moved swiftly to the side, trying to resist as much as possible. The female nurse grabbed the back of my head hard, pulling my hair. But even through the pain, I tried to escape, squirming and wriggling trying to get free. But there was no use, even through my constant motion, one of the female nurses managed to stab something into my neck. I could feel the liquid running through my neck and down into my body, it made my brain go hazy, and I started seeing double, hearing my heartbeat louder than ever.

Everything was moving in slow motion as my body relaxed in the chair a little. The guard took his hands off of me and stepped back. I just looked at him through hooded, eyes and smiled broadly. I knew I had been injected with some kind of drug and I was going to pass out any moment.

"Just as I was starting to like you," I whispered to the room.

One of the females made their way around me, making sure I was reacting normally to the drug, making sure my heart and breather were still normal. As she came round to me, I locked eyes with her, the drowsiness not affecting my insanity whatsoever. My smile became even wider than before, an evil laugh escaping my lips.

"You know, you're going to regret what you just did." I just laughed, "now I'm going to have to kill you. What a shame." I pouted.

The smug look from her face was gone and I could sense fear throughout the room. Even the guard looked a little nervous at what I had just said. The fear smelt wonderful, I was hooked on it. Remembering the treasured memories of each and every victim I've had.

I turned my head once more, facing the other nurse. The drug had taken more of an effect now and I was seeing multiple copies of everything. Black spots came in and out of my vision, I began to lapse in and out of consciousness. Rainbows appeared all around me as they moved throughout the blurry room, the mumbles of the staff sounded far away, they echoed inside my head. I was drifting away from the room, from myself. I was falling and there was nothing I could do to stop it.

After a few more slow blinks, I was in complete darkness. I was screaming but nobody could hear me. I was trapped inside my own head. The last thing I heard was the sound of a heavy, short-breathed, demon laughing.