𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄 -𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬-

┊razor 1

you and razor had decided to stay at an inn, situated within mondstadt. the two of you were travelling together, and ran into a huge camp of hilichurls. leaving the two of you quite beaten up to be honest. hurriedly you both seeked food and rest in mondstadt trying to recover from the battle. although, razor was wary.

he never liked public places, so mondstadt really wasn't the best place to go. however it was the only place you could find and a part of you held a guilty weight for this. the two of you had been looking around for a while, razor trailing behind you quite anxious.

you were getting worried. if you didn't find somewhere to stay soon he might go into a panic attack. by chance you spotted katheryne, who directed you to a nearby inn. you dragged razor there, paying with the little mora you had left. he kept his head down the entire time.

you fumbled with the keys leading to your room. it opened to reveal two single beds, a small window, bathroom and space for your things. it was cheap but good enough for the night.

you flopped on the bed throwing your things half exhausted. razor walked slowly over to his bed and sat down, head still pointed towards the floor. the slashes on his arms and hands seemed sore honestly.

you stared at him for a while. he was anxious yet looked so sad at the same time, his eyes had sunken almost. part of you wanted to cry seeing him like this. he was usually quite energetic hopping around everywhere. but now he was, well not particularly great.

getting up you walked over to your bag, pulling out a first aid kit. he didn't move an inch as you shuffled around looking for it. he hadn't spoken in some time, only during the battle which was a while back now. walking over to him, first aid kit in hand you kneeled down to appear in his ray of vision.

"razor?" your eyebrows arched upwards in an empathetic manner. he gave no response but looked back at you, expressionless. his once bright ruby eyes had sunken to a dark vermillion. they looked hurt, yet trusting.

a lone tear escaped your eye. you felt so guilty for pushing him to enter mondstadt just because there was no place to go. he stayed there sat in silence, not a word leaving his mouth. reaching for the kit you unrolled some bandages and cleaning oil.

you really didn't want to hurt him right now but his cuts needed to be cleaned to avoid infection. you took the oil and washed over his wounds, trying to be as gentle as possible. he grunted, the oil probably hurting him even more. it was painful but had to be done.

after washing it you took a few rolls of bandages and wrapped him up slowly, to avoid unneeded harm. although, for the last few wounds they had cut deep into his shoulder. "razor can you lift your shirt over for a minute please? i can't get to that" a slight blush was noticeable on his cheek but he did it anyway averting his eyes.

you continued the same cycle clean and wrap. he was slim, but toned you noticed. you finished up and walked over to place the kit back in its original spot.

upon nearing your bag you started to hear parched breathing coming from across the room. looking around your eyes set on razor. he was clutching his chest as if trying to calm down. "hey are you-" how could you be so stupid? he was in an anxiety attack

you rushed over towards him kneeling down and placing your hands on his face. "hey, hey deep breaths? okay? breathe" you nodded along with him. you were used to this happening when the two of you entered a crowded area, you just didn't think it would happen when you got to a private place.

his jagged breathing soon slowed into a steady pace, taking your advice. "sorry." was all he said. it hurt your heart, so very much. you placed your hand on the back of his head leaning up a little and pulling him in for a hug. he didn't hug back for a minute, but eased into it, placing his arms on your back and burying his face in your chest.

when you pulled away his face was beet red. it made you giggle, the way he was staring at you. it was dark by now and the two of you had to be up early by morning so you ushered him to his bed.

going into the bathroom you changed into your nightclothes. him being clingy he sat outside the door and waited for you. "done yett" "just a minute razor i'll be out now don't worry" you could hear him sigh from the opposite side of the door.

1 hour timeskip

the two of you had been tucked into each of your beds. yet razor couldn't sleep. he could feel an anxiety attack coming on again which worried him. however, you were out for the count, curled up in bed. "y/n?" no answer. "y/n" he said a little louder this time. "hm?" you hummed, throat parched.

"can't sleep, and feel" you immediately sat up. "it's coming on again?" he nodded. "come here" he didn't really understand what you meant but got up anyways and headed over to your bed. you lifted the covers.

"you can sleep here for a while to help calm your mind. if that okay i mean" his cheeks went solid pink. "alright" he slipped in beside you nuzzling into your back. it took you by surprise yet you couldn't sleep anymore.

it had been around 30 minutes since razor came over and he was making you nervous just being there. you couldn't put your finger on why when suddenly his arms snaked around your waist pulling you closer. he grunted in his sleep, likely dreaming.

heat immediately rushed to your face. you now had a sleeping boy clinging onto you. rain pattered on the small window, it helped you calm down a bit after what he just pulled.

the next morning razor said he remembered nothing, but part of you felt like he did.

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