Coffee Memories: Sweetened Black

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trapped in my own thoughts
key nowhere to be found
crying does not help
confused on what to do

should i just hang myself
or grab a knife and stab
digging my own grave
before doing such things

heart beating so fast
fear lurking around
like a demon on the loose
made my nightmares worse

choked by my own words
killing myself slowly with thoughts
saving myself is a blur
so help me, please