Coffee Memories: Sweetened Black

𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒

then again,
been crying myself 'til i fell asleep
thinking of things i shouldn't be thinking

especially you,
your eyes devouring me
your lips wanting to kiss

i never knew
i will be letting tears fall off from my eyes
only been hurt of the things you did

this same old love
makes it hard to sleep and eat
and anxious heart beating so loud

reassurances, i believe,
are not being spoken of
efforts lacking when we met after so long

words dried of
like flowers starting to wither
and coffee makes it more bitter

i guess
saying goodbye is harder than i thought
but we are too old for this kind of thing