Coffee Memories: Sweetened Black

𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑑

this is not the kind of pain
i wanted to feel
it's new, it's cold
something traumatic coming

it felt like almost a nightmare
wanting to wake up
in an endless chase of fear
doing in a loop for days

i did not see this one coming
all i care about is you and me
having the best days there could be
always in cloud nine when you're here

a certain moment was changed
when you said something
in a broad daylight
that scarred me for life

but these memories should be deleted
for when keeping these
will make me miss you even more
and craving for your touch and soul

i may not be fit for your love
just know that i'm still here
waiting on nothing
believing you will be happy