Coffee Memories: Sweetened Black

𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛

the day you didn't give me flowers
was the day i wished for a sign
if you truly care about me
but i knew the answer then

the night you didn't give me a call
was the night i thought
you were the one for my soul
but i knew the answer then

that one october day you broke me
you were never really sorry
thoughts of me dying
wished it would come true immediately

that december night we're together
you didn't wear the shoes i gave
but i saw pictures of you wearing it
without me in it

photo of me in a wallet
thinking you'd use it everyday
but it seems you couldn't let go
of the old one where her photo lies

you had time for the others
but you blame me for begging it
nagging i shouldn't
and i knew the answer then

i held your hand in public
looking at you dearly
but you looked away
and apparently let go of me

you kissed me in bed
but you kissed her
under the myriad of stars
and where the moon shines so bright

so stupid of me to think
that we were both on the same page
of the book i am reading
where i knew how the story ends

the rest knew about her
they never knew about me
just a girl who fell in love
with lies and dishonesty

getting jealous of something
that i knew the answer since then
but still i pursue
that someday you will be mine too

a bunch of tears falling
put it in a bucket
hoping you'd feel something
but you didn't

never had the decency to tell me
that you would be gone for good
the emptiness right now
is the answer of it all then