Running Away

Chapter eighteen- My truth

Paris,France- Home- Saturday-8:45 P.M

"Hold ya niece for a second I have to pee," Jacey says practically tossing Kacey to me

Before I can protest she is already up and in the bathroom. After giving birth Jacey has been using the bathroom all the time it seems but I always seem to find a way to avoid being alone with Kacey. It just seems like I have no right to hold her when I still kinda you know i'm talking to her father who has absolutely no idea she even exist.

Kaiden and I have been talking ever since we meet in Canada I even talk to Lilly adorable self sometimes. All my life I haven't really been interested in the idea of love or relationships but Kaiden has this thing he does that makes it seem like maybe I can give it a try.

When I even consider that I just think back to what happened to Jacey and I am the complete opposite of her when it comes to getting hurt I hurt back. I don't have time for children games even though technically I am a child but still I dont have time to be getting played. I know I shouldn't even still be in contact with the man since Jacey's little love confession during her labor and the fact that he has not only slept with one but two of my niece's is weird.

" I don't know why but I feel like a damn leaking faucet since I have birth," Jacey laughs

Kacey glares at me the finally realized her mother is back and smiles at Jacey. This child hates me she knows my relationship with her father that's the only explanation or it could be the fact that I am still upset that she came out a she. I had to return like eighty percent of the baby stuff i bought and gett all new things. Her room is still blue and that framed B is still there we have no idea what to do with that.

"Tomorrow Brandon is taking me and Kacey to the park for her first day out...do you want to come?" Jacey ask

"Isn't she too young for that?" I question

"Nope she is a little over two months and has never really been outside plus we only are going to be there for like two hours then go somewhere to eat," she replies

Okay so tomorrow I can either go outside for a family event or facetime with Kaiden somewhere else besides my room and bathroom.

" Mhm nah I'll stay here I dont really like children or Brad," I say

"You like Kacey," She smiles

"That's because she came out of you and I don't think the feelings are mutual that little girl hates me,"

She rolls her eyes Jacey thinks I am being dramatic but she doesn't see the looks Kacey gives me.

"She loves you..dont you...yes you do," she coos as Kacey laughs as though that was funny or something

That little demon hates me all them smiles and laughs are lies.

"Why is Bread taking you to the park?" I ask

Now Brandon is a good eleven years older than me and Jacey but he is around all the time and all lovey dovey with Jacey. I swear when they are together they seem like one big happy family which to be honest is wrong. He is a grown man with a wife of his own but is in Kacey's life like he is the father while the actual father has no idea about her.