What's A Fujoshi To Do...In A Boy's Body???

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Khao stumbled a bit as Nin pressed him up against the house gate, making it rattle. He could only clutch at the older guy's shoulders as Nin tilted his head the other way and parted his lips, the tip of his tongue touching Khao's upper lip. Khao breathed hard through his nose, the sensations and feelings swirling through him at an overwhelming rate. Feeling too weak to resist, he allowed Nin to enter his mouth, feeling his way around tentatively.

Nin pulled away slightly, both panting harshly. "Have you ever...?" He let the question hang in the air.

Khao looked down at the ground, wishing it would swallow him up. Was it obvious he'd never been kissed?

Before he could obsess over it anymore, Nin lifted his chin back up and kissed him again with parted lips. Khao followed his lead, eyes fluttering shut. He shivered when their tongues touched, foreign yet so right. The way Nin flicked his tongue at Khao's it felt like the senior was trying to play with him, using their tongues.

A girl yelling at someone on the opposite side of the road was like a bucket of ice water over Khao, and jerked away in horror, staring up at Nin as he clapped his hands over his mouth. What the fuck was he doing, kissing Nin???

Nin on the other hand, was starting to panic at the way Khao had jerked away and was now staring up at him, looking terrified. "Please don't freak out," he pleaded, pulling Khao into a hug.

Khao stared unseeingly over Nin's shoulder, struggling to process what had just happened. Had they really kissed? In front of Khao's house?? Where the world could see????

Kuso...

"I like you, Khao," came Nin's soft voice with a tremor of something butterfly inducing.

Khao's eyes widened even more. He looked at Nin, or what he could see of him, since he was still trapped in Nin's arms.

Nin slowly drew away, almost too afraid to look Khao in the face. Would he see rejection there? Disgust?

"I-I..." Khao stuttered. He sucked in a deep breath, licking his now dry lips. "I don't know...how I feel...um, I mean...you're my senior, P'Nin..." he trailed off uncertainly. His hands dropped by his sides, fingers tapping nervously at his jean-clad thighs. How was he supposed to react? What should he say? He was so confused...

Plus, there's the fact that he likes you as a boy when you're really a girl...

Nin smiled, relieved it wasn't an outright rejection. He reached down and grasped Khao's hands, bringing them up to his chest level. "You didn't reject me. Does that mean I have a chance?"

Khao felt dazed. Nin wanted to date him? Or did he just want a friend with benefits? Although... remembering how he'd acted before, Khao was most likely looking at a boyfriend role instead of just being a mere friend.

"You don't have to give me an answer right now," Nin rushed to say, worried that he'd pressed too hard, too fast. "Just...at least stop avoiding me, and let me sit next to you in the canteen after this, yeah? Just to see how you feel about it?"

Khao blinked up at him, looking so adorably bewildered. Nin had to swallow the surge of longing to taste those sweet lips again. He'd never felt so hungry to kiss someone before. Khao's taste, scent, everything was so addicting; he felt like a drug addict, stuck on Khao.

"Um..." Khao began, biting his lower lip in thought.

Nin wanted to reach up and free that lip so he could bite it. He mentally smacked himself. Those thoughts weren't allowed!