Serious Talk
My mind cannot process all he says, how come that my sister and him became a thing? Danica never mention him to us and even Eisen's friend never mention that, did they purposely not mention their past relationship to me? Siguro nga wala na ako doon pero bakit hindi ko maiwasan maisip na kaya lang sila mabait sakin o siya ay dahil gusto niyang mapalapit ulit kay ate o baka kaya niya ako tinutulungan ay dahil kailangan niya rin ng tulong ko?
I deeply closed my eyes trying to remove all my thoughts this is hard to absurb, maybe I overthink too much they are not like that especially Cole and Ley who became close to me and also the others too
Help me to win her back..
Help me to win her back..
His last word puzzled me, it keeps repeating on my mind like a broken plaque. I said I'm willing to help him but why do I feel something like I shouldn't
"One year ago since she broke up with me, exactly the day when our friend Isabella died... because of suicide--" sabi nito sa mahinahon at malungkot na boses. Agad nitong nakuha ang atensyon ko, nabanggit ni Ley na nawalan sila ng kaibigan
But why is he telling this to me? How is it connected with their break up? And what really happened with the girl. Suddenly he caught my attention
"--They are best friends, kaya alam kong sobra syang nalungkot ng malaman niya wala na si bella, she's blaming herself for not being there when Isabella need her the most" he said
"--then she started to distant herself with us. We try to understand her, not until she came to me and say that she no longer feel the same way and she wants out" sabi nito at bahagyang huminto sa pagsasalita, ramdam ko ang pagbabago sa boses nya at pag-iba ng awra, from being an intimate and mysterious person suddenly he became an open book to me
I want to know more about him, bakit hindi niya h-hinabol? base sa tono ng pagkakasabi nito alam kong may nararamdaman parin ito kay Ica este a-ate Danica
"S-sinubukan mo man lang bang habulin s-siya?" I asked. Hindi nakatakas sa boses ko ang pagkautal, why do I feel something wrong inside me? like there is a pang of pain and discomfort. I shook my head and try to forget what's in me and focus on him more
"Of course I did---" he said but he cut his last word. Kung ibang tao lang ako aakalain kong wala lang sakanya ito pero pagtitignan mo ng maigi ang mga mata nya, makikita lahat ng emosyon na meron sya
" -That time my mom's health are at risk, she almost had miscarriage because of Dad's political threat, and my brother is no where to found, ako lang ang maasahan ni D---" before he continue his word I stopped him
Nginitian ko ito at senensyahan na itigil na. I know he's not comfortable to share his family matter and I already know the part where should I help him, and that's enough for me
"Hindi mo na kailangan sabihin, I'll h-help you" I said and force myself to look happy with it
He looked at me as if he couldn't believe on what I just said. Ngumiti lang ako at sinimulan ng tumayo, lagpas na ako sa curfew pero hindi ko na lang inisip, hindi narin kasi napansin ang oras dahil sa seryosong usapan namin.
"Tumayo kana jan ihatid moko, tutal may bago kang sasakyan" biro ko. Tumayo agad siya at sabay na kaming naglakad. Hihiwalay na sana ako ng daan papunta sa sakayan para mag-commute ng agad niyang hinawakan ang kamay ko
"Sa kabila nakapark ang kotse ko" takang sabi nito. Wag niyang sabihin ihahatid nya talaga ako? Nagbibiro lang ako kaya ko naman na umuwi mag-isa, sinasanay ko rin ang sarili na matutong mag-commute dahil hindi sa lahat ng oras may maghahatid o magsusundo saakin
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Claim A Self Title (Challenge Series #1)
Teen Fiction'They say that 'Challenges are there to test us for a bigger responsibility ahead and it's not telling us to quit rather than pursuing even more.' On the other hand, Celestine finds Eisen as a challenge that she needs to compete with. Celestine is a...
