yestoday {kim doyoung}

24

love is about finding your missing puzzle piece

jirin was standing in front of doyoung's door, hand on the doorknob with a wavering mind. when she had found the note that morning, she had felt extremely conflicted, not knowing whether or not speaking with him would be a good idea.

she had been trying hard to avoid him and to forget about him, since that seemed the smartest thing to do after he cheated on her. 

still, jirin opened the door to his room slowly and walked into the dimly lit room.

doyoung was still curled on his bed, covered in a mound of blankets. he only slept on one side of the bed, the side that jirin usually occupied was empty. 

jirin heard a sniff and she came closer, worried that he was sick or something. 

he wasn't sick. doyoung was crying and had been crying the entire night. when jirin popped into his view, he immediately tried to wipe his tears on the blanket and sat up. 

"hey," he said softly, his voice still shaky. 

jirin didn't know how to handle the situation. the sight of doyoung crying still made her her heart hurt. 

"what's wrong?" she asked and sat down on the bed next to time. she took his hands into her own.

doyoung stared down at their hands, the butterflies in his stomach fluttering around excitedly. strange how someone you've known for years can still give you that fluttery feeling if you truly love them. 

"i miss you," doyoung breathed out and jirin's mouth parted a little in shock. 

before she could react, doyoung continued, flipping their hands so that he was holding hers instead. he instinctively pulled her closer to him to feel her warmth, "i didn't actually cheat on you. i know it's hard to trust me but please, i kicked her out when i realized what i was doing. it still doesn't justify bringing home a girl in the first place..."

"...or lashing out at me everyday before that," jirin added.

"yes or lashing out at you. i was scared and jealous. i'm sorry."

"you were out of line doyoung, why are you jealous of jaehyun when you know i've gone through so much just to be with you?" jirin asked.

doyoung frowned at himself, "because i'm a coward and i'm afraid of losing you."

"no. you're an idiot," jirin sighed, "i love you and only you. even if we go to hell and back that wouldn't change."

doyoung had tears gathering in his eyes again, "you forgive me?"

"all you needed was to say sorry," she told him and doyoung burst into tears.

jirin looked at him, alarmed as she wiped her sleeves on the tears, "why are you crying?!"

"i thought you hated me now," he bawled and she chuckled before bear hugging him.

doyoung snuggled against the girl and laid back down so that she was laying on his chest, "can you move back into my room now, it feels lonely without you."

"i missed you," she said and leaned up to kiss his cheek.

~

jaehyun was in taeyong's office, sitting at the leader's desk and sifting through the member's profiles. it wasn't really his job but in an effort to be helpful to the gang, he was making sure everyone was up to date on their information. 

in the middle of the stack, jaehyun paused, his eyes going over jirin's profile, smiling at the picture she had submitted before his eyes landed on the information that she had jotted down. 

father: yoo taewon

it took a minute to register, but when it did, jaehyun turned an unhealthy shade of red and purple and his eyes visibly shook in anger. 

he screamed in rage and stood up. the anger blinded him and he felt like he needed to do something. he kicked over taeyong's desk and walked out of the room in an alarming speed.

when he finally reached jirin's room, she wasn't there. instead, he found the note that doyoung had left the previous night and chuckled to himself. 

"so she's back with the cheater," he whispered to himself and headed over to doyoung's room. 

with a gleaming knife in his hand, he kicked the door open with a bang and stomped in, his eyes piercing into the couple, who was cuddled against each other and peppering each other with soft kisses.

this set him off even more, seeing jirin go back to doyoung instead of choosing him. maybe if she had loved him, he would spare her life but the only thing on jaehyun's mind right now was to eliminate the yoo family and avenge his father. 

"jae- what are you doing with that knife?" doyoung asked frantically as jirin and him sat up in alarm.

jaehyun gave no answer and no warning. instead he lunged at jirin, the knife coming to her throat as doyoung screamed at tried to push him back. it was taking all of doyoung's strength to hold jaehyun back but he wasn't strong enough.

jirin's fingers stumbled around at doyoung's bedside and she picked up his gun, pointing it at jaehyun in defense.

jaehyun laughed maniacally, and he shoved doyoung, he landed on the floor with a thud, "so you're gonna kill me like your father did to mine?"

the knife in his hand pressed to her throat and made a cut. blood instantly started coming out and if jaehyun applied anymore pressure, she would bleed to death. 

jirin had no choice. her fingers were shaky but she still found the trigger.

bang.

jaehyun screamed in pain and clutched his arm as he glared at her. freed from the knife's grip, jirin took deep breaths and slid off of the bed to stand behind doyoung. 

just as jaehyun learned to ignore the stinging pain in his arm and was about to lurch forward again, taeyong ran into the room and threw a punch. 

"come on, help me or he's gonna kill her," taeyong told doyoung frantically and doyoung nodded.

he turned to jirin, "go get some fresh air," he kissed her on the forehead and went over to help taeyong drag the raging boy out of the room. 

jirin mindlessly made her way outside and to the bakery that felix worked at. she wasn't in the mood to have her best friend fuss over her however and sat in the alley of the shop. she didn't even know she crying until the tears fell onto the concrete like raindrops. 

brb let me go cry rq, doyoung and jirin are so cute

jirin best girl