My Soldier boy

5

Umalis na siya kanina. Ang usapan naming ay hindi na kami magkikita bago umalis. I stayed in bed until 2 in the afternoon. Ni hindi ako naglunch. I'm sad pero it's okay. It's okay to be sad. I'll see him soon.

Ni hindi pa ako nakakaligo nang mag desisyon akong mag grocery. Nilakad ko lang papuntang grocery. Kumuha ako ng kart at nag-ikot ikot. Kumuha ako ng mga prutas, chocolate, ice cream, at yogurts. Nagtaxi nalang ako pauwi para hindi mahirapan

Alas cuatro na ako nag lunch at prutas at yogurt lang ang kakainin ko. sa couch na ko nagpasyang kumain para maka nood ng TV habang kumakain

May nakita akong putting envelope sa coffee table, kinuha ko yun at binasa ang nakalagay

To my Sunshine

I know this handwriting. Sulat kamay ni Miguel to, I'm sure!

I opened the envelope and saw a piece of paper

I read it, it was from him

Shaiko,

I'm writing this letter so you won't forget my lectures :)

Unang una sa lahat, huwag kang magpapalipas ng gutom, eat on time and eat well. Pag nagkita tayo, gusto ko magkalaman ka na. 17 years old ka na pero underweight ka parin. Pangalawa, always remember na I'm so proud of you, im proud of who you became and of what you will be. I am going to support you from afar and without a doubt kasi alam kong alam mo na ang tama at mali. Pangatlo, it's okay to be scared. Remember that without fear, you cannot have courage. Do the scary thing first, then, get scared afterwards. Pangapat, Please don't do anything stupid. Don't do anything I wouldn't do!!! Behave, huwag pasakitin ang ulo ng mommy and daddy! Panglima, Take care of yourself, wala ako sa tabi mo para alagaan ka kaya please alagaan mo sarili mo. I'm also asking you a favor, take care of Marco and my parents for me, please? Tell Marco that his Kuya loves him and his kuya will come back soon.

Don't forget about my 5 commandments, okay?

Oh, ito pa pala ah, Bawal ka magbar! Hahaha! I know hindi kita mapipigilan, so, please don't go there alone and don't drink too much. Pwede rin pala magboyfriend pero bawal kiss ha! ;) HAHAHA!

Don't be sad, we'll see each other again. You will always be on my mind and heart and I hope I'll be on yours. You are my Sun, you are my hope.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine

Keep your word, and I'll keep mine

Minamahal ka at patuloy kang mamahalin,

Miguel Brylle Silvestre

I cried, I cried and laughed at the same time. Oh, Miguel, you are the only person who can make me cry and laugh at the same time. Yung huling yakap natin kagabi, sana pala mas hinigpitan ko na. Please be well, Miguel.

Nagsimula na ang klase at grade 12 na ako!! It was tiring but fun. Time sure does fly. Nagiging busy na ko palagi pero it was fine, kaya pa naman. Bumibilis ang araw dahil maraming ginagawa at dahil maraming deadline na hinahabol. Grabe yon, sir, dapat lalaki ang humahabol sakin pero eto ako ngayon at humahabol ng deadlines

I became closer with Jan, Andy and Neo. Well, close naman na kami dati pero mas naging close lang ngayon. Besides Heidi (Miguel's cousin and my best friend at the same time), my friends, sila ang palagi kong kasama ngayon, sinasama nila ako sa gala nila paminsan minsan at madalas naman akong inaaya kumain kung saan saan

"Kumain ka na? Kain tayo, Shine" aya ni Jan afterschool, same school lang naman kami kaya pinuntahan niya ako sa building namin

First year college na siya kaya sa ibang building na siya