Bad Influence

1.

No, I had to stop. "Ash, no stop," I said as I tried to pull away from the kiss.

"Shut up," he whined and set his lips to mine. This time the kiss was amazingly passionate. I didn't think Ash was capable of kissing me rather less anyone like that . My thoughts were a blur and my eyes rolled to the back of my head as I let Ash take over the kiss. We were moving now and I felt my back hit the soft couch. Our lips were moving fiercely against each other. Ash paused with my body between his knees to take off his shirt, but came back to my mouth in an instant. My hands trembled as I ran my fingers over his stone hard chest. I broke the kiss for air, but Ash wasn't done. I felt the world around me spinning as he left love bite after love bite along my collarbone.

"Ash," I moaned. He let out a growl that made me know that my panties were definitely soaked now if they weren't before that. His hand slid down to my pants then he stopped. He swiftly moved from on top of me and put his hands to his hair.

"Fuck!"he yelled. His fist hit the wall. I looked at him terrified. "Fuck!" 

His back was turned to me so I got up and touched his shoulder. "Ash?" His head snapped to me and his eyes were cold.

"Get you fucking hand off of me," he said through gritted teeth. I flinched at his coldness and regret flashed through his eyes. I stepped back from him.

"Leave." My voice was shaky but I still held my ground. "Now." Ash grabbed his shirt and began to walk to the door, but not before he pulled a cigarette out of his pocket and lit it.

"Bye Karsen," he said playfully. I turned around to see a smirk stretched across his face and then closed the door.

What had I done? Have I gone absolutely mad? I just had a steamy make out with Ash. Ash Carter, bad boy high school dropout-drug dealer . Danny's friend and supplier of drugs. I went to my room and dropped face first onto my bead and groaned loudly. What the fuck Karsen? 

"Shut the fuck up! I can't hear my own damn self think! God!" My eyes opened, I guess I must have fallen asleep. I sat up and stretched. "Okay! I get it!" Danny yelled. He must of been talking to Dad or Jessica. I loved Danny. We had been step brother and sister for seven years now, but Danny made stupid mistakes constantly. I honestly think it started when his dad left . It was before I even met him, but I think that had a lot to do with it because from what I know they were amazingly close.

"Daniel, I wish you would just listen to me. Danny, I'm "

"What the hell did I say? I'm leaving. I fucking hate this place!" I heard the door slam and then I heard Jessica sob. I left my room to go see if Jessica was all right. She has been like a mother to me since I first met her. Most people judge her quickly because she is so much younger than my father, but she actually does love him. She had Danny when she was eighteen so maybe that helped her grow up faster.

"You okay?" I sat next to her at the kitchen table.

"Oh! Yeah baby I'm fine. I'm fine." She grabbed my hands in her shaky ones. "How was your day, sweetheart ?"

"Good. Jessi are you feeling alright. You're hands are shaking more than usual." She was always stressed, so her hands always shook a little. No matter how hard she tried to hide it, we all knew her stress somewhat effected her health.

"Honey, don't you worry about me. I'm just fine, baby."

"Okaay," I said skeptically. "What's for dinner?"

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"Why do you look like that?"Ollip asked as she dunk a French fry into the way too salty cafeteria ketchup . I hadn't been paying attention to her until I realized what she had said.