Carlos San Jose: Secret Society

Secrets of the Universe

In 35 BC Augustus gave a number of honors and privileges to a woman named Octavia. She was declared as " Sancrosanctitas", which means it is illegal in Rome to insult her verbally. Previously, this honor can only be conferred to men making Octavia the first woman in Rome to be immune from the need of getting a male guardian to look after her finances and other whereabouts. This means she is the first woman in Rome who can decide how she will create her income and conduct her public and private affairs.  A woman who isn't treated like cattle to be sold. A woman who has her own rights and privileges- a woman who was allowed to choose the path she wants to take in life. 

Octavia from the very first moment she was born into this world, was destined to be great. Even as a baby she displayed unusual levels of intelligence. Not requiring constant attention or care, she thrived easily. Her simple chuckle can reverberate high levels of happy frequency in any room. . Any powerful leader may it be a man or woman were easily charmed with her and wanted to do her bidding even as a child, and this hasn't changed at all when she stepped into the limelight. 

 Octavia was the first female to have her statue and portrait displayed in public places. And as Rome was being built she became one of the favorite subjects of artists for statues and artworks.  This woman named Octavia who lived hundreds of years ago- was none other than Antonia Octavia who is still living and breathing and talking with me now. How can someone live for thousands of years? What kind of sorcery or technology is this? I would soon learn that blue blood is given the ability to reincarnate when their physical bodies are starting to lose strength. When the stem cells in their body slow down and no longer replicate as fast, they are able to travel to another dimension and go back with another body, but without losing their memories and previous consciousness. 

As cliche as it seems, if the student is ready the teachers will appear. And in my case, Antonia Octavia became my second teacher regarding the Secrets of the Universe and knowledge of Alchemy. When Carlos San Jose was still alive, he would ask me to study very odd scholarly books about Alchemy. I didn't understand how it was related to conducting daily business or managing Luxe Societas but I studied them anyway. Not realizing, that the books are the basic foundation to understanding more secrets that will be opened up to me after his death. 

My arrival at Antonia Octavia's timeline was crucial. She is one of the gatekeepers of knowledge and she guided me to understanding the vast wealth and information of the universe, including the existence of the 13 dimensions apart from the reality I was living in was what I needed to transform myself. From a commoner to a being who is increasing her chances of ascending to higher levels of knowledge. 

" You need to open your eyes, Emilia"-  to the real world that exists in waves and frequencies. The real world is not 3 Dimensional, neither is it 4 Dimensional, Antonia would often tell me. 

But the ability to see through the walls of my usual reality is not easy to do. There was so much self-awakening that has to happen. How do I attain these greater truths? How shall I exist outside myself and see past the boundaries that are imprisoning my consciousness right now? How shall I get past the deceptions of my own mind? 

What does it mean to be a Blue Blood Alchemist? To awaken?

In the coming weeks, it was becoming clear to me, that there is a special role for me to do. Though the mission isn't clear yet, my body felt the need to prepare. To continue training and equipping myself with all the knowledge my mind can absorb. 

For the last 10 years of my life, I've been so busy focusing on how to earn money. And although creative juices and pursuits filled my life during my younger years. Escaping the daily grind, the need to fit in and think like the masses was the natural flow. It took Carlos San Jose to re-awaken the possibility of other realms or dimensions. Back then the possibility of true and real magic is something that is best left when watching movies or reading some fiction book, or indulging in some controlled and man-made documentary. It is the awakening that there is a real platform 9 and 3/4, that your Harry Potter dreams and visions have finally come true- and you are now holding the train ticket towards freedom.