Soulmates

35-It Feels So Right

"What's the matter Camila? Just say it." Matthew said in annoyance waiting for Camila to say what she wanted to say for the last 20 minutes.

"I'm so sorry, I can't do this anymore.." She said looking in her lap. "Our relationship...I'm sorry, I have to break it. I can't be with you when I've feelings for someone else." She managed to say as tears started steaming down her face.

"Why am I not surprised?" Matthew chuckled. His tone clearly full of taunt. "Feelings for someone else, really Camila? You are breaking up with me for that boy?" He laughed again. "And you were angry that why I wasn't supporting you for doing the music video with him..I knew it!" He said with a serious but sad tone now.

"Matt please it's not what you're thinking, I swear when I told you that he was just friend of mine, he really was..I meant it...I swear to god!" She told him looking in his eyes but then looked away not being able to look at him. "But it changed...I realised that I really love him."

"You love him? Then what I was to you?" He asked clenching his jaw, controlling his anger.

"I thought I was in love with you but I was just lying to myself...it's okay, I can understand if you hate me now but I've to tell you everything. I just wanted to be honest with you." She said in a low voice, feeling guilty.

"Alright then it's over now." He said nodding his head like he was accepting the reality. "You choosed him over me, don't forget that and also that he's just a boy who's probably crushing over you. He isn't the man who knows what love actually means. You'll regret your decision soon cause he's a star boy who only knows hanging out with hot girls and playing guitar on stage. He'll be over you in no time. You're making a big mistake Camila!" He warned for a one last time.

Camila didn't say anything, just sobbed looking in her lap. No matter she was the one to end the relationship, it was still hurting and his taunts were making it worse.

"Anyways I'm not the one who should be telling you what to do and what to not, it's your life and your decision...I'm going but it was nice time spending with you, take care." He said sadly as he left her alone in the room with head full of thoughts and eyes full of tears.

He had put a lot of doubts in her head before leaving. She felt like her head would explode anytime soon but Sinu was there to take care of her.

After shooting the photoshoot with Shawn for V magazine, Shawn went back on tour while Camila decided to separate her paths from Matthew. After a breakup, she was extremely upset but she had to go to Spain to perform her collaborative song with Alejandro Sanz on his show. She had her whole family with her including Sofia and her father on a trip to Spain and all that happening made her mood much better than before.

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June 12, Shawn and his crew was back on tour in Portland, the first stop of North American leg of tour. He was little sad to be away from Camila without getting a clear answer from her but he was happy and full of new energy after a refreshing break.

"Hi! Shawn how are you?" Alessia said as happiness flashed on her face. It was the most memorable tour of her life which she was truly enjoying.

"Hiii!" Shawn said smiling as they both hugged.

"I missed you." She said grabbing his waist tightly. Flashbacks from their last meeting hit his mind and suddenly he turned really cold.

"Umm Alessia!" He said pulling away from her hug. "I should keep going, cause I've to do rehearsals, ok see you.." He said smiling as he moved away while she just looked at him in confusion. "Best of luck for tonight." He turned back to say last words before leaving.