Soulmates

38-Used To This

"What the hell is wrong with people!" Shawn spat in anger as he saw all the news headlines filled with pap pics and checked his Twitter. He was offended by people on Twitter over analysing their every picture and accusing them of doing publicity stunt to make their song number one on billboard.

"I told you already Shawn! This was gonna happen." Andrew said calmly.

"It's so disrespectful...I've to talk to Camila right now." He said and started calling. After few bells she received the call. "Hey! "

"Hi!"

"Did you see what tabloids are talking about?" He asked. He was in San Diego, about to leave for QnA in an hour.

"Yeah I see..what can we do, people are gonna talk and make things about us, I already knew." She told him in sad voice. Shawn realised that this was clearly offending her too.

"Camila! You know that I love you, don't care about people, I'll deal with em." He tried to calm her down.

"I know..I'm just tired you know. I saw some fans bullying Matthew and I felt so bad.." She sighed. "I don't know what to do."

"You don't have to do anything..listen I'm here with you, trust me everything will be fine."

"I really hope so..ok Shawn I gotta go, I'm in a studio right now." She told him.

"Alright! Take care." He said and hung up the call.

Hearing Matthews name again from her mouth just raised his insecurities. Her feeling bad for him, didn't sit right with Shawn. He wanted Camila to forget him forever and stop feeling guilty about leaving him. After performing his show, laying down the thought of her was bugging him. He couldn't sleep. Thinking of the possibility of her leaving him due to difficult situation of their relationship scared the hell out of him. After trying very hard to get a sleep, he just couldn't and texted Camila.

I miss you -Shawn

He wrote and waited for her reply.

I miss you too❤️ -Camila

Camila would you leave me if people won't accept our relationship -Shawn

Why would I leave you for other people's sake, I don't care whatever they say. Do u care? -Camila

No I don't, I just want to be with u forever -Shawn

Same, goodnight😘 -Camila

Goodnight😘😘😘 -Shawn

He smiled at her text but fear of losing her anytime soon, didn't leave his mind. He didn't know how he spent the next four days without her. She was like addiction, like a drug which he couldn't resist after getting one dose. His daily facetime and texts telling her how much he missed her wasn't just working. He wanted to make their relationship strong but it rather started to seem more distant.

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It was the 12th July when Shawn landed in San Francisco. After his last show they left for the state quickly so he reached there before morning. Setting his things in his hotel room, he collapsed on bed due to tiredness but it all seemed to went away when he received a call from Camila.

"Camila!" He said in surprise.

"I'm here Shawn" She said making him more surprised.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm here Shawn in San Francisco." She told him again.

"San Francisco? Are you fuckin kidding me..wait you are really here? I'm not in a mood of jokes." He asked in disbelief.