Chishiya x reader

11.

Running out of the park, my tears streamed down my cheeks uncontrollably.

Why did it have to be me who survived?

At the side of the road, beside a tunnel, I lost my balance and crashed down onto my knees, too weak to stand up, so I continued crying into my hands, later on screaming  in agony and emotional pain over the loss of my two best friends, or non-biological siblings as I had always called them when I was in middle school.

Suddenly laughing while crying at the memory of the three of us laughing and playing pranks on each other, made me probably look like a psychopath, but I didn't care and just wished again, that it was me who was killed in this nine of hearts game.

In honour of the both of them, I had taken the card with me and it was now inside my pocket with the other card of my first game.

Why did they have to die for me?!

I shouldn't have survived, it should have been Taylor or Ray!

Sitting there on the road, I wasn't  scared, if there were any cars coming, I mean no cars would, because in this world I guess it wouldn't work.

Clutching my phone I glared at the screen, at my 1 week visa I had gotten, ignoring the fact, that the rest of my visa days had just vanished for some reason I didn't want to think about, so I instead pulled out the polaroid photo plus the necklace and started crying even harder, tracing the engravement in the necklace, that said 'never apart'.

(A/N: Just pretend, that the phone still works and shows you all visa days you have left, not just from your last game, so you don't need to write it down like Arisu does)

I left the park because I just couldn't look at the two familiar faces I could have saved by sacrificing myself.

Sobbing and screaming, I ignored the fact that it had started pouring buckets of rain water and my clothes were soaked in seconds.

I ignored everything and just felt empty after screaming out all my pain, but the tears kept flowing.

I sat there for at leats a few hours, but the rain didn't stop.

Thinking back to the first time we had pranked our family by 'going missing' to graduation and our first time meeting again after Taylor had to go to Spain for a few weeks and I had to go to Paris, to meet my cousins who had just moved there.

Flashback  

Standing at the airport, looking around like a lost puppy, I tried finding Taylor's platinum blonde hair and Ray's white hair in the crowd of talking and laughing people.

I had just arrived at the airport, back from Paris and was so excited to see my two best friends again, but now I was worrying.

What if Taylor's flight was delayed?

What if Ray had forgotten us?

I had already gotten my suitcase and was currently in the center of the enormous airport.

Looking around one last time I sighed.

Ray and Taylor should have been here 10 minutes ago, so I decided to call them, but before being able to press the call button under Ray's name, I felt someone grab me and place me on that person's shoulders.

I was about to scream, when I heard the familiar laugh, that could only belong to Ray and his snow white hair before me.