Chishiya x reader

13.

"You know each other?" Kuina asked.

"Yeah, we met in a game. She could be useful." Chishiya answered while smiling slightly.

"Ok. Y/n, Hatter told me, you don't need to participate in a game just yet, so you can hang out with us. I mean, only if you want to." Kuina suggested and as I was about to answer, I remembered my friendship with Ray and Taylor.

I hadn't had enough time really today to think about what had actually happened and what I would do now.

I don't know why, but the memories started coming back.

Tears started building up in my eyes.

"Sorry" I managed to say before running off to find my room.

I could hear footsteps behind me and Kuina's voice: "Did I say something wrong?"

I knew that they were following me, or at least one of them, so when I reached my room, I shut the door quickly, wanting to lock it, but as this Hatter dude said, they didn't work, so I instead sat in front of the door, pulling my knees up to my chest while letting everything out again.

I heard Kuina outside saying "I'm sorry, if I said something wrong"

I felt guilty and talked back through the door.

"It's not your fault. I just didn't really have any time to think about what happened last game except for the few hours or so after the game before this Niragi guy took me here. Don't be sorry, I'll be fine and I'll come visit you when I'm okay again. Thanks for being so nice to me, Kuina."

I heard her say something back ad then her steps, before a door was opened and her steps weren't audible anymore.

I weakly stood up, but let myself fall immediately after stopping in front of my closet and started crying again.

I was sitting on my knees and bent down with my face in my hands while crying.

Then the door was opened again and I could hear steps coming closer to me, before a figure sat down beside me.

"Kuina, I told you, you don't need to worry about me." I said, the last few words almost inaudible because my voice broke mid sentence.

I looked up, expecting to see Kuina, but was shocked to see Chishiya's face, looking a bit... worried?

"Chishiya?" I asked.

"I'm sorry for whatever happened to you and after you ran off, I was told by Ann, that she will test you , if you are good enough to get a higher rank, when your visa expires, so now I'm here. I want to ask if you're okay, but I don't think you are. Wanna talk about it?" He asked.

I looked at him, into his beautiful, dark eye- wait whatttt? Beautiful? I mean they are, but- 

Y/n, stop whatever you're thinking! I scolded myself while wiping my tears away.

"Oh, I don't want to bother you with my problems." I said fidgeting with my necklace that's words were still saying 'Never apart'. 

It felt like the first time I had read it, even though I had looked at it a lot of times.

Maybe it felt like the first time, because I now really realized, what it meant.

Ray and Taylor's last words, telling me to live on for them made sense now.

Even though they were dead now, they would still be by my side, well I hoped so, even though I couldn't see them.

"You wouldn't be bothering me, but if something happened, or someone close to you died, remember, that they probably wouldn't want to have you crying over them for too long. The person or people would want you to remember, of course, but also move on." After that Chishiya stood up and walked to the door.

I was thinking about his words, watching him turn to me again, starting to speak.

"If you want to, you can come to my room at any time. It's just four doors beside Kuina's."

Then he left and I was still thinking about his words, slowly starting to stop crying.

He was right. If Ray and Taylor were around, even though I couldn't see them, I bet they wouldn't be happy to see me like this.

That was the reason I stood up from the ground and went to Kuina's room, to talk to her about why I had been like this.

When I got there, I could see Chishiya in her room as well, leaning against the wall while Kuina was sitting on her bed.

As I entered, they looked up and while I could see surprise in Kuina's face, I could also see a small smile forming on Chishiya's.

"Hey, I'm sorry about before and I think it's best to talk about it to someone." I started while fiddling with my necklace.

"Oh, that's okay. You can talk to me about it if you want." Kuina answered and patted a spot on the bed beside from where she was sitting, which made me come closer to her and sit down.

After I had told them about Ray and Taylor, Kuina looked at me with reassuring smile, thanking me that I had told her this and Chishiya's expression was unreadable for me.

Chishiya's p.o.v. (Wowww, but I won't do this too often, I'm sorry)

After Y/n told us about her now dead friends, I felt a slight tug at my heart.

'What is this feeling?' I asked myself.

I had this and other feelings when I was around her and I didn't know what it was.

When I saw her happy, I would feel happy myself, but just... why?

I hadn't seen her for a few days, since I met her at the game of tag and from what she told Kuina and me, she'd been through a lot since then.

When  she stood up to leave, I looked at her going out of Kuina's door and into the hallway, probably to get to her room.

I still stared at the door where she had last been, deep in thought about what this weird feeling was.

"Hey, Chishiya!" Kuina's voice yelled slightly.

I looked at her with an expressionless face.

"You are acting weird around her, is something wrong? Don't you like her? That would be a little disappointing, because I think she'd be a good friend." Kuina asked.

"No, I actually do like her, but I get this weird feeling whenever I'm near her that I'm trying to figure out." I answered plainly.

"Oh, well then that's okay, but what kind of  feeling is it, like is it a feeling that she's got something planned, is dangerous or something else?" Kuina asked, now standing up and leaning against the wall beside me.

"I don't think it's a feeling, that she's dangerous, but when I'm near her I get this feeling deep inside me and sometimes I feel happier when she's happy." I tried to explain while staying calm.

Kuina chuckled.

"Oh, I think I know what kind of feeling that is, but you need to figure it out yourself!" Kuina said while smirking.

Then she pushed me out of her room and I went to mine, deciding to go to sleep, as it was already dark outside.

End of Chapter 13

I'm thinking about writing a Niragi oneshot, but I'm not entirely sure.

~Author-chan🌸