If I could feel the way it feels
To make them all say wow
If I could just change, it would change
The screaming in my head won't stop
Sometimes I just hit pause
If the days could only stop
Then maybe I'm not alone
To feel the feel, you must achieve
Somethings are just not real
I lay in my bed thinking about
My mind is ticking
It's overwhelming
Why can't I reach the top?