Something in my head feels wrong
i can't figure out what it is though
no matter how deep in I try to go
Something in my chest feels wrong
as if something is different
like something inside feels distant
Something crawling around my neck
becomes a tingle I can't catch
and an itch I can't scratch
Something is cramping up my hands
leaving them tense for no reason
feeling like they've been bruised and beaten
Something in my reflection looks off
almost like it's changed
as if all the colors inside have been drained
Something in my voice sounds weird
it makes me sound smaller
letting the image of me begin to falter
Something in my mind is different
yet I still think about everything all the same
only now with a burden I carry with shame
Something is making me feel weird
building castles of regret
shielding me from all the tears I haven't wept
Something new is making me change
shedding my skin to find someone new
someone carrying all the mistakes I tried to undo