The feeling of hurt
Creeps up
Creeps out
Seeing them there
Out together
Without me
The ticking silence where we don't speak
No voices
No sound
Beating heart caught in my throat
Beating fast
Beating hard
I want to go home
Far
Away
They have so much fun
Far
Away
They all want me gone
Far
Away
I'm a one-sided mirror
All I do is stare at them from
Far
Away
Their smiles can't reach me
Far
Away
If I didn't try
Would they know?
Far
Away
If I didn't keep talking
Would they try to listen?
Far
Away
If I stopped for once
Would they care?
Far
Away
If I made more marks
Would they notice?
Far
Away
Have they noticed?
Far
Away
If I didn't go to them
Would they come to me?
Far
Away
What a stupid question
They're becoming tired of answering
Far
Away
Do you hate me?
All I used to say
Far
Away
I used to be okay
Far
Away
They're becoming something new
Something brand new
Far
Away
I want to be there
Because I know they need it
Far
Away
But I can't help but want to pull myself
Far
Away
I want to find those who understand
Far
Away
Someone who's not like the one I already have
Far
Away
I want someone
To text me at night
Far
Away
Tell me funny stories when I'm down
Far
Away
Tell me to shut up when I become too much
Far
Away